Losing sleep

 I'm not sure but I think I may have to stop my routine of watching local and national news starting at 5:00 p.m. on most of the days of the week. I say this because I'm getting these weird feelings of anxiousness some kind of anxiety and I'm not sure where it's coming from except for the only thing I can imagine is the constant stress that's going on in this country politically speaking. I try to stay away from political comments in my blogs just because they just seem to be everywhere and the world doesn't need another soapbox rant. But as far as my mental health is concerned maybe it's worth ranting about. I woke yesterday morning pretty early- - as usual- - actually worrying about folks with disabilities being rounded up and taken to some sort of facility to be neutralized, vanished or whatever term one wants to use to indicate that people that might cost the major population are being taken out and disappeared. A year ago I would have said that was really paranoid thinking. I wouldn't have thought twice about it actually will sometimes it's kind of fun to play that game of what if but nowadays it gets pretty spooky when I watch the news and see the ice people jumping off their trucks in their military fatigues and hooded heads and running after these folks that are theoretically in the country illegally and rounding them up in the trucks and taking them to who knows where for who knows how long and then what happens to them? For once even some of the people here where I live, mostly old people, are also beginning to consider what's happening. There's still a number of holdouts which worries me because I think they would actually March themselves into a gas chamber if they thought it was for the common good and to make life easier for young people. That's really crazy and begins to scare me a little bit. I saw something tonight on the news or they actually Drew parallels between Hitler's 1930s and what's going on now. Been I have been trying to bring this attention for some time now but seem to fall on deaf ears but now someone else's seeing it and I can't believe people aren't doing anything about it. I mean there are blatant laws being broken and no one's doing anything about it I mean at the legislative level I mean Congress and stuff. They're just letting them get away with it and falling back on the old legal court system and stuff and I know that's all we've got but pretty soon it might be too late. Anyway I was laying in bed and wondering is this what a coup feels like? But there's an uprising of the people going against the dually elected folks- - or when the duly elected folks keep doing things that are against the middle class and lower class populous making decisions cutting programs all aim to increase the wealth of the upper middle class. I doubt we're ever going to get back to where we were I just don't know where we're going and Hope I'm not in the crosshairs of anyone's political weapons..