Waking to April

 I do not know what's happening to me but I have not slept well for the last 2 or 3 nights. Sometimes weird dreams of the times just waking up in the middle of the night and not really knowing what else to do but try to go back to sleep. This morning I woke up around 3:00 a.m. and finally got back to sleep again only to wake up around 4:30 a.m. and I don't think I went back to sleep after that and I thought I was going to be dragging all day but no I have not been actually. I must acknowledge that it did take me awhile to get myself dressed this morning luckily there was no meeting that had to go to this Tuesday so I just hung out at home. The weather was cold and wet with snow falling actually snow is being driven by North winds. I really wanted to stay in the apartment today but I also really wanted to get some positive work done on the kid letters. But then I found that I'm out of ink I ended up doing my bike ride/workout around 10:00 a.m. it was snowing today off and on for a good part of the day not a lot of snow just the last remnants of winter. But, I needed to seriously work on my letters but then I found out that the ink was gone and the printer and I had to get new ink so I figured if I put it on my winter coat I could get to the Walmart get my stuff and get back and work on my letters. I did that caught the bus up to the store got my stuff came back and then coming back something happened another snap I heard about my chair and then my I started listing over to the right more than usual and I thought I was going to fall over I couldn't figure out what happened. When I got home I could see myself in the mirror and I look pretty bad so I ended up calling my brother to see if he could come over and see maybe get the chair operational until I can figure out what to do next. He was at a family Sports function- - they do a lot of that in his family. But he would come over afterwards and he did and it was great having him in the apartment working with him and talking to him I always love having my older brother around. And as always he found out what was wrong with my chair and did a pretty good job of patching it up. It should be functional for as long as I need to but I need to schedule up an appointment to send this in to see if they can work on two to make sure it's done right. It's the first day of April tomorrow's Trump doing his April 2nd thing which could be somewhat frightening. I was kind of amazed to see how upset my older brother was with everything Trump is doing I thought it was just me but he's hating it as well we had some good discussion but then he was on his way and I needed to get back to what I was doing. I've got new grapes, ice cream cones, I made an interesting stew out of a package of Stew that I got from the food box people and then added a can of beef it turned out fairly good little heavy little protein but it made a nice dinner I have stew left over I don't know what to do with now maybe tomorrow. I hope I'll be able to sleep tonight I don't know what's going on with me and quite frankly it worries me to some degree but I'll get by I generally do happy April