Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Tuesday—Back in the World

Tuesday—Back in the World


I was slow to start this morning but I eventually got up ad out of bed and out to work. It took more commitment then usual but I made it. I wanted to enjoy this day because it is supposed to be th driest and warmest day of the week.


More trauma from BOA. I called the bank to start the process of getting th bank to fax the letter over to my credit union so i can get the loan to purchase the Desk top. I was not overly hopeful so when Jared from BOA said that h would process the request but do not expect anything in 48 hours. I asked him, “ For sure 48 hours, perhaps maybe

less?

Jared


Well, maybe less but since this is Tuesday following a holiday Monday

I would not count on the letter being fixed today.


ME


So, I can call today at 3:00 my time and maybe you would have some news.


Jared


Perhaps, but I would no count on it.

ME


So, really what you are really telling me is that should not expect to even think of getting the document faxed till Thursday morning.


Jared


That's probably more in the ball park. Wok Mr S. Thanks for letting Bank of America be your computer purchase.

GRRRrrrrrrrr.


Hanging up the phone i called my son's best frien josh who just happens to work at PC Club but at another store then the store I started my quest. Josh had indicted to Mark that he(Josh)committed to making his Marks Dad ,me, a happy PC CLUB customer. So we visited and he did give some great advice and some pretty good deals. In fact I am going over to the store tonight with Mark and Jasmine to take the fried system over to Josh's store for a post postmortem to see what parts we can salvage and which will lower th price even more and let me have the feeling of carrying spirit of the Asus forward to the new computer. I gotta go

Monday, May 30, 2005

Memorial Day


Memorial Day Start of Summer Posted by Hello
So ends another holiday. Tomorrow is work. It's been four days and I am kinda glad but work is work, I think what bums me out is the knowledge that I feel I have squandered the time. I did the obligatory calls, two meals with kids and great meals they were. It was th space/time between the meals and the phone calls that I could have done more. I do not even have expanded cable anymore to blame that on. No movie channels or anything like that and yet, I squander. I have to do better.

Memorial Day was spent at Bridget and Game's we had great shrimp boil, steak for me and two kinds of pie. We ate inside do to the untimely rain we were “blessed” with today. But a good time was had and I guess we are establishing traditions of sorts. I just verbally IMed with Shelly and the conversation was great but I sensed we are both tired but I enjoyed the conversation and the content. We always have great conversations. I have included a image of the boil. I'll see you tomorrow

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Deep in the Holiday




Looking for Mr Desktop Posted by Hello
This morning is the dead center of my holiday and I really have not done anything, I have just been hanging out out of the house but have been abl to visit with Shelly and Mark A, Brooks was in for a few minutes on Friday night and Bridget was over for couple of hours to Jacuze with Dianne. I am enjoying though. I have my load of guilt since I have not been over to see mom and I'll have to call her today I don't think I will make it to Santaquin this weekend though. We are having lunch/dinner with Mark and Kristie today and we have a BBQ tomorrow with Bridget n Gabe. The holiday is full. Actually, I have enjoyed doing but fretting about what to do about the PC.

I told Mark A about my almost purchasing the desktop on Friday from PC Club. Josh-his best friend- works in a small city thirty miles south and Mark talked to Josh about my dilemma and told Mark that if I to go down to Josh's store Josh could work me a deal. Ethics! The issue I have is I went to the local PC Club and asked lots of questions an gave them the idea that if I were to purchase the system I would do it through them. Josh works for the same organization and he will give me better deal. So, if I go with Josh and I will have the warranty via PC Club so if I had to push the warranty I would most likely go to the my local shop and look like a major looser. I think I will just have to talk to the locals and let them know the situation and see what they can do and then decide. Hopefully, I'll the system home and running soon. More to come...

Friday, May 27, 2005

BOA, I Scourge You

BOA, I Scourge You


So today I take off work, just a little stretch to the holiday weekend. I thought I would be somewhat productive though. I decided instead of repairing the old system with the toasted motherboard I would invest in a new system. I have thought about thi a lot this week and decided that since the old system died and it was very old(years at least). I would be in the old system so much money that it would be just as well to get the new system with warrenty and everything. I stopped at the local PC Club and spec'ed out the system I wanted got the sales guy to print me out the list and end prices then flew to the bank or credit union in my case. No problem...low and behold because of th screw up with Bank of America earlier in the month there was a “delinquent” payment on my credit report. UNBELIEVABLE!!! So the Rachel at the credit union said all I had to do is get BOA to fax and everything would be just fine.


So I drove bank home and called BOA and they told me that I was not delinquent that I was just fine. But, the late payment was psoted with the credit folks but she would be happy to fax the statement over on TUESDAY!!!! It turns out it was 5:00pm on the East Coast and busines was done for the week and the holiday..grrrrr. So no new box today. That's OK. My laptop is doing just fine. A little hard to type but I'll get by.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Am I being paranoid

Paranoid

Something really weird happened the other day. I am trying to filter out how much is coincidence and how much is actual and how much is me becoming paranoid. You might remember my May 16th entry BOA Sucks! My little account issue with Bank of America. I don’t know many of you know or use the “Site Meter”. I have the site meter on my blog. I recently moved the “Site Meter” icon right under the “Archives” list. Any way you can “click” on the meter icon and it will give you access to a host of information about the blog, who is on, how long people are on even where the viewers are coming from. I average about five views a day. That’s good for me but nothing like Dr Au’s who get thousands of hits a week-she has a great website. Anyway one of the selections on the “Site Meter” is “Recent Visitors”. This gives the domain name from where the visitor originated ie.: Comcast, AOL etc. But, I noticed with a chill that I had a visit from a domain named Bank of America!!!! I cannot believe this is just coincidence! I have fantasized that the major corps have small search engines like spiders which scour the Net 24/7 when one of these spiders encounters an item the beast is program for it reports the incidence back to the mother ship. In this case it is Bank of America. I am sure it’s nothing but if I happen to have accident or come up missing you’ll know where to look.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

My New Buddy Max


Max Posted by Hello

The train culture is an interesting culture. I have noticed that the train culture is also a fairly closed culture. You get to know those who ride the same times you do and you expect to see them from day to day or week to week on your train. Now there can be some dispersion in time, since some folks will ride will not always make the train on time ut through the week you can bet you will see your “train mates” sometime during the week and this is important. So, when a new person enters the group it takes a while for them to be accepted. It’s not like an obvious discrimination it’s just a quiet distance set up by the clique.

So it has been with Max, the blind guy. I noticed him showing up on my morning train about three weeks ago. I had been ignoring him till this morning. He is learning the train system. Max is still in the process of being travel trained. He uses a cane—an has many characteristics I have often associated with folks with sever vision impairments, picking, rocking and some communication issues. Max, is a friendly guy and I can sense that he is lonely and is trying to meet people. He often “throws” out a phrase and sees who responds. Once Max has got you on his verbal hook he talks and talks. Such was the case this morning. Max was casting his verbal lines out. And he lucked out by snagging the guy sitting next to him in the course of that conversation came out that Max needed to find a bathroom …but quick. He had to get off at a downtown stop and was asking everyone where the closest bathroom was. Clearly this was enough to isolate the rest of the folks in the car. I had not revealed myself to Max as yet but realized I would have to assist this guy. I kept thinking what would I do, if In was in a new city and was trying to figure that city out. I was about an hour early for work so I had the time and I had worked with any folks with sever vision impairments so I uncloaked. I told Max I would walk him to a bathroom and he was just ecstatic.

We downloaded off the train a stop from my regular top so I was OK. I just did not want old Max to lt go with his bladder before we got to a restroom. Luckily there is a across the street from the Train stop. I had Max grab onto the back of my wheelchair and we were off. Max did great keeping up. I got him to the door and told him I would wait till he finished and we would take it from there.

Max emerged from the restroom ten minutes later looking relieved and obviously had made it to the restroom in time. Whew! But now I am uncloaked. He knows my voice now and the sound of my power wheelchair. He’ll be “sharkin” for me. I guess I am glad I could help. No one else was going to so I did.

I have a new friend, Max.

Monday, May 23, 2005

Why Me Part II

Perspective
OR
R.I.P ASEUS 133—BUT I CAN GET SOMETHING ELSE.

Mark Anthony came over yesterday afternoon. I wanted him to take a look at the PC desktop and see if my thoughts about the lost power source were correct. Mark plugged the system in and unplugged and plugged in the system again and tried to turn the computer on but still nothing happened. We figured it had to be the Power source. Mark wanted to look at the power source so he took the back off the computer and just stared—he looked like he had just seen a ghost. Mark looked at me and asked if I had dropped the system recently or violently run into the system with my Jazzy.
I pondered the question but honestly answered , “No, not to my knowledge—why do you ask.”

“I don’t kow I have never seen anything like this, but the fan is completely ripped off the vents and this is your processor and looks cooked.”

I inched my wheelchair forward and there in the gloom of the cpu was the charred remains of what had been my processor. The mother board was gone, fried, taken back to the MCU (Master Control Unit). Mark Anthony gently handled the pieces and tried to scrub some of the charred remains of the heat sink…it was ugly.

“ Your motherboard is fried, Dad. I am sorry “ with that he buttoned the case shut and set in back on the computer stand looking small and so insignificant.

Luckily I have a lap top which is working just fine but, I am going to have to replace the PC and soon. The lap top is just too small for Dianne ad I to both use. I think the rest of the stuff in the computer, a hard drives, CD roms,dvd player and writers are still operational. So the question is to get a new system or to get a basic chassis with a mother board and transfer the components over. This would the most inexpensive. If I were to go to a new system entirely I think I could replace my system with a much less expensive piece which would do equal or more work. I owned the deceased system for almost 6 years—it has been great but time to let go.

So, the perspective piece is this—I have all this drama over the weekend and I feel kinda stressed. Well, I get into work this morning and encounter Amy, one of my work buds and she informs me she has been the target of credit card fraud!!! They totally drained her account. She was distraught. I felt bad for her too…but then I thought. I could live with just the lap top if I had to and I will replace the PC sooner then later with little distress. Yeseree things don’t look bad at all. Everything is a matter of perspective.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Why Me?


No Show Posted by Hello

We went to bed early last night- a sure sign of the aging process and my place it that process. I love hitting the sack early then getting up early the next day and getting a lot done...actually we seriously cut the cable, just the broadband and basic, basic TV...only thing close to a movie channel is “On Demand” and that is just a couple of movies worth watching. So, with no cable channels, no movie channels there is nothing to stay up for. So, I was in bed by ten. Dianne crashed way early because she was worn out from all the yard work she had done. But up we are this a.m. Early and ready to go.

I found my Windows XP and I committed to “nuking” my PC today so I can load Fire Fox. But,, as is typical for me when I have got everything I need for the job I find I have lost my power source to my PC. I replaced the power source just about 6 months ago. The issue could be something else but the symptoms seem real familiar. Just a big cyclops staring back at be when I push the power button. So, I need to get a final diagnosis then back to COMPUSA for another source. It just never stops!!! I had better get going the day is young.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

I WISH I WERE SMARTER

I wish I were smarter I really do. The past couple of weeks I have been doing most of my computer work on my lap top in the living room. I have found this area, a nice place to write and update my blog, do emails and some graphics work. I guess I have neglected my PC which lives in the “Computer Room.” I was going to work on that system I call Guardian, yesterday when I got home from work but I could not get the system to boot. This is the first time this has happened to the point that I could not even get to the desktop. Up till now, if and when this has happened I have rebooted a a couple of times and finally I have able to get to the desktop and run my programs. But now I cannot even to the desktop. I have figured out how to use the “task master” and “run” some of the programs but I cannot get out to the INTERNET , which I need to post items to the blog as wwell as the other things I need to do like banking, ordering and FTP engines I need to update some of he websites I do. This is not a huge deal because I can do all that from my laptop but I just having equipment which does not work. I of course run XP and I should be able to manage this software but I cannot. I am searching for my XP disk to re-install but I cannot even find this vital piece of software. I really piss myself off sometime. I should be smarter.

Friday, May 20, 2005

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Chicks on the Grass





I love this chicken family. I usually see them everyday on my way up to the train station. The chickens are out there forging for grubs and what ever in various neighbors yards. These birds free range, usually one cock and two hens—there have been times I have seen more. Last year for, instance or maybe the year before one of the hens has a brood of chicks. I counted more then 10. I don’t know how many survived. Some did though but there are a lot of cats in the neighborhood. The chickens are fairly domesticated. They do not seem to be too frightened of me or my wheelchair. If I charge them they will scatter but they will let me approach if I slowly motor my chair up to them. I have never tried feeding them. Maybe, I should. I have not yet has a chance to use the video capture mode of my new digital yet. This might be a good reason to explore the video feature. The cock is quite a character, walking round all puffed up all the time. The bird will crow starting about 5:30 a.m. in the summer and 6:30 in the winter. It’s a good crow and is reassuring affirming the bird has made it through another night which means I have. Maybe that is what it is all about two species working together to get through another day….make mine Original KFC.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Signs of the Time


Signs of the Season Posted by Hello

I took the long route to my bus station tonight. The weather has finally turned and May weather is here. Warmer temps and dry. I caught the train at the Galavin Station, the closest thing to a business district we have. I am also getting to get to know my new digital better and am taking more images. It's a great camera and I can handle it much better then the HP C200 1 mp that I have been using. So, I noticed this new shaved Ice stand. Some great street people too. I wished I had got the image the girl who was minding the stand but I felt that too risky. But the summer folks are just beginning to come out. I hope to get some images of them soon. Real street people.

If I have a gripe tonight it would be the the stupid train. There were four crips on the train tonight, all cramped into the first and only car that people in wheelchair can ride. Then at the ball Park station another power wheelchair needed to board. There was no room to bard that sucker—and sucker he was because he shrugged and said, That's ok I'll catch the next train. This is cool because he can do this but why should he have too?If it had been me I would have been pissed! This is a sure sign of things to come. I am going to write another Letter to the Editor but I doubt it will not do any good but I am going to have to do something. Maybe people with disabilities will get off there asses and demand better riding conditions.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Camera Up!


Flash in Glas

I am using the new camera more and more and am beginning to enjoy the experience. The camera is small and I have to figure out how to hold and handle the small box and take the images I wish, without my fingers in the way. I was able to take the camera out yesterday and was able successfully download the images last night—I really like the ability to take images without he flash process.



covert image

I took a covert image last night on the train. This is sort of fun. This morning I install a “card reader on my office system which will let me harvest images at the office. I have not used the video capture feature yet but will soon , if nothing but a test . The only drawback I have experienced thus far is the size of the S-D card, pretty small for my fumbling hands to manipulate. Stay tuned more image are coming.


When I got home last night I had a message on the answering machine. The sales guy, Sean, I have been working with to get the new Jazzy indicated he was getting indications from my insurances that they most likely would consider the procurement favorably. We should have something definitive in 8 10 days. Now, I am worried that I have ordered the correct chair for my needs. I feel this especially with the experience of the Jazzy I got a couple of weeks ago. Too small and not enough speed. The chair I get must have the speed I need. I know this sounds dumb, but let me tell you when you are out on the tarmac day in and day out the only thing you have is power. I was also speaking with another sales guy a few days ago and he mentioned that Jazzy had two typed of chairs, one more sturdy then the other. I think I need tougher chair—I am so worried I will have “buyer remorse” regarding this purchase…and the purchase will have to stand for five years.

Monday, May 16, 2005

BOA Sucks!

Actually I am sure it’s not just Bank of America(BOA)—I am sure any of the bank lenders might do this but my Credit Card group od Bank of America and they are in my sights today.

So it’s Monday morning. I am checking my accounts to see how well I survived the weekend and I see that my credit card people(BOA) is showing I am over due a payment and my next payment is due. Arggh! Well, I get on line and pay the double payment so, I am hoping I am current now till July. Then I got to thinking about the whole credit card thing and remembered I paid something on something last week. When I got to checking I found the “Confirmation of payment” So, I essentially made a double payment or even a triple payment when I need only to have made a single payment. BOA knows that people do this, they get an email says they are behind or something then “knee-jerk” a payment and find out later that they have already paid the damn payment and it’s too problematic to go back and change the whole thing. I vow to be better the next month but things get on with life I forget and boom again. I will be better.

I bought a new digital camera, Kodak C-300. I am still learning about the camera—new images should be appearing shortly. I will miss my 1 meg HP. Maybe it’s time to move on.

Friday, May 13, 2005

Back in the saddle again.


VAN GO

Last night, Scott Holladay, the fellow who brought my power chair back the night before returned and brought the pendulum( the device which controls the lift, which was crimped and which cut the wires. He had repaired the wires which had been cut and at no charge! What a guy.
We visited for a moment and found the Scott Holladay has a private non-profit which actually gives power wheelchairs away to folks who need them. This is so interesting in that I did not know anything about the organization. I was going to put a link to his webpage but I cannot find a webpage for either of his organizations.

I had another meeting out of the office yesterday afternoon and I had to use public transit to get there which is cool. I made the connections and got to the meeting. I took off afterward like the day before just like the day before the rain started and came down fairly hard. I had my gear though so I stayed fairly dry. Jazzy, my power chair, held up OK—the batteries looked to be nearing their final drain point but I made it . I stopped again at Praxaire on the way home and had the batteries load tested and they seem to be fine. I am just going to have to keep the chair plugged in to make sure they stay charged with enough “juice” to get me back and forth.

I just gotta call I am late for a meeting so I am out of here. Have a great Friday night!

I suppose you are all wondering why there have been no posting of images of late…will my digital seems to be broken. I may have inadvertently cooked it the other day when I was drenched and I was blow drying my backpack where my camera lives. I do not know how hot I got the camera but the camera will not save images right now—hopefully this will not take long to fix or get another camera…

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Rainy Day Van

Life is a trade off this is my mantra and every day I get older I see the truth in the statement more and more…it drives me crazy. In the continuing saga of the power chair for nothing this is the latest installment. I have a meeting over at Human Services which takes my lunch hour and goes to three, so with the threat of rain, taking my lunch hour late I elect to cruise home following the meeting. I was wet off and on all day in my chair and on the road. I dried off once I got to work with the hair dryer I keep in my drawer. I have also been wearing the “dork cover” the red slicker. I know I look strange but the device keeps me remarkable warm and dry.

Remember tonight is the night I was going to drive over and pick up my old chair and drop the new one off. However, I was thinking this might not happen since I cannot get my van to operate, as it should. So, I had this brain flash: why not call Justin at Mobility Solutions and have him at least find the issue, then I could still go to the meeting I have today. I really do not want to go over there in my chair. So, I figure I am going. I get in the house call Justine, he will wait a little after work for me to get there and so I take off my DC= dork cover and head out to the van. I open the doors and deploy the lift and drop in to the ground. I load my self in the up position and go in side and then find out the hand control I have on the inside of the van does not work. I cannot fold the lift back into the van and actuate the doors closed AND I cannot get the lift to lower back to the ground…I am trapped in my van. I have only one bar left on my cell phone and I am using that bar to call Justine to see if he would strop at the house but I cannot raise anyone at Mobility Solutions just a busy signal. I am too embarrassed to call Albert, the neighbor o I sit on the lift till Dianne gets home. It could have been colder but it was cold enough. I THEN call the folks who have my power chair to advise them I will not be able make the hand off. She says that is OK nod she will hang on to the chair for a couple o days. Then a few minutes later she calls and says her sons is bringing the chair over in their wheelchair van. Cool! It turns out that my Jazzy was too big for their small “bakery: van and it just so happens their neighbor is the owner operator of a personal disability transport system. They come over makes the swap—everyone is happy plus he looks at my van problem and ascertains the problem (I have closed the lift on the cord to the hand held controls and there in broke the wires. He is fixing them even as I write. I hope to have an operation vehicle again soon.

So now I have big old chair back--it's great to have back but now I have a power drain somewhere. I cannot seem to keep the thing charged up, now, it is my primary transport till I get my van operation. I have to be care that I don't run out of power on te main line: the tradeoff? I can atleast go fast!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Back Jack !


Newchairgone


I am cold and grumpy—it almost the middle May and I have yet to enjoy a sunny warm day--yet this Spring! The only days that have been quasi warm have been associated with tons of wind and clouds as a precursor to the nest bank of storms. Plus the fact the building I work in has the AC going full blast and freezing me out--but the day is now almost over, two more hours and I am on my way home.

The ““new” to me” chair is going back. I called Barbara yesterday and let her know. I just cannot use the chair I picked up last weekend. Interesting I was training home last night and I was telling this to one of the guys I ride with, Evan, and Evan suggested that perhaps I was not happy with the Jazzy I got is because this chair is much slower then the big chair. I had to stop and think a moment but Evan is exactly right, I hate just put-putting along with this Jazzy 1120, the seat is too narrow and I cannot adjust the back and the foot plate is too small…it is just not the chair for me. I need to my chair. Fortunately, for me my old chair is still at the hour where I got this one and I have scheduled to pick it up tomorrow after work and drop this chair off and all will be back to normal. Now, I just have to start pressuring my durable- medical provider to follow up my insurances and get my new chair in.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Mother’s Day Sunday

Actually not so bad for a Mother’s Day: We minimize the stress by doing our Mother’s Day for my mother yesterday. We celebrated today by going over to Bridget and Gabe’s. I do this every once in a while to remain in the family. Like I have discussed before… the house is inaccessible meaning I am either trapped inside or outside. This is interesting because you never really understand family flow until you go through this kind of event. It’s amazing how many times people enter and leave a room. If you are regulated to that room, you either have to be literally carried from one room or to the next or carried in or out side. This I not so bad in the winter because people just stay inside but all the other seasons it’s amazing to see the migration patterns. Not bad today, I had a book and that let me socially anti-social. I think all except this behavior now—it’s easier on everyone.

Steaks and coconut shrimp was on the menu—Gabe cooked Bridget supported and the time spent I am sure was quality. Dianne spent her “after-time” with Anakah and gab found a Star Wars episode for me. The segment was on Network so I had to deal with the commercials but it could have been a whole lot worse viewing could have been Nascar or baseball or some other pro sport. Not a bad day for a Mother’s Day. I am fortunate to still have a Mom

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Mother's Day Melt Down


Mother's Day Saturday Posted by Hello
My mom had a small stroke on Thursday, so small in fact, that she was able to go home later in the afternoon. She lost sensation mobility in her left arm for a while but everything came back and the sent her home. The physician even did the CAT scan of her brain and was shocked to find the brain had not shrunk as he had expected a 93 y.o.'s brain to be. This is a good sign the doc said. In fact mom drove her self to the Senior Citizen lunch the next day. So mom is definitely going to be round for Mother's Day weekend. I knew better get to see her one way or the other because I don't know if she is going to make to June when the family reunion is forecast to be.
I called early this morning and Mark indicated he would be able to go with me if the timing was right. This is important because I have to get a way into the house if we do not go out to eat some where. Next, I called Mom to see how her day was progressing. She sounded tired and a little withdrawn indicating she did not feel too well. Mom was up though in the kitchen with her sister and brother in law. I already knew mom had plans on going out to lunch with my Brother, Carl and I was not sure how to invite my extended family group along with my brother's family and mom. It not take much. I actually think Mom felt a little uncomfortable with me coming along but I'll never know—when you are the family crip you can get away with a lot. This all sounds pretty trivial but putting it all together was stressful beyond recount.
Lunch was to be at Up-chuck a rama at 1:30—in Provo. Small university town 45 minutes South of Salt Lake. Most of this drive time is Interstate driving so it's not too bad. I of course was late leaving not even picking Mark and Jazzy up till 1:00. They were ready and after some infusing of Jazzy's equipment into the van we were off. From that point on things went smoothly. The baby conked out as soon as we hit the interstate and slept all the way to Provo and halfway through dinner, even after waking she was good—did not want anything to eat not even the deserts. Mark did a great job of keeping Jazzy entertained and soon the event was complete.
So, it was a guy day-Mark and I and Jazz we touched the bases, weathered near melt down but we made it.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

THREE DAY WEEKEND!


By Cassandra Barney/I love this image--I chose to use it for today's inmage even though the image has nothing to do with blog content.

I hate to be to petty but I get a three day weekend starting tonight after my monthly meeting with the Russians( see blog entry re; Sister City programs). From the email I received the meeting will have a visiting speaker from the Sister City and that should be all, but with the time I worked Saturday and two hours this week I missed due to ill staff and the Russians I have 8 hour so no Meadowlark into tomorrow. Petty, in that I am actually excited to have the time off; I have a lot of stuff to do, but it is not work stuff. I have not mentioned this before nut I was called a couple of weeks ago from someone who wish to place a couple of power wheelchair on the Salesbank. I gave her the whole Low-down about how if they ask too much for the chairs the chairs will languish on the Salesbank. When the caller told me what she had-a Jazzy 1120(nearly new),,,I told her I coveted a machine like that—how my 1120 was about warn out. I let it go. Then Monday I called back by this woman who says if I want the chair I can have it!!! So, I am taking my time to drive out to the place and check out the chair. If the chair is to my liking I will leave my old chair there and use the new chair. TOO COOL. The chair I have is so old that I cannot imagine any chair being worse. I may have to chair over the tires and maybe then “king seat” I have on my current 1120 but that is not too hard. So! If I can get that accomplished tomorrow I will be happy. I might also drive over to Santaquin and see my Mom—she was hospitalized for a short while yesterday with a possible stroke…just a light one. I spoke with her today ad she is home and doing fine.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

WHAT ABOUT BO?


driver's cab

I thought I have spoke about the process of people with disabilities accessing the train. But, I have just searched most of the blog and there is no account that I can find which describes this process. So, here it goes. A person with a mobile disability can only access the Trax car from what is called a mini-high block: a concrete , switch back ramp that elevate the wheelchair user, crutch user or person who uses a cane, dog or some device to board the train. Even folks who cannot climb the huge three steps to the train may use the mini-high block to get onto the train.

The first car of the train is the only car people with disabilities can access. This fact drives me crazy—but that is fodder for another blog. This is because the drive of the trainer, the “operator” must physically unlock his door and leave the his little cockpit and open the doors of the train and actually lower a broad metal plate called the “bridge”. The “bridge” crosses the space between the train and the concrete bock making a bridge that a person using a wheelchair or whatever can use to roll across and enter the car. You assume things when certain things are all you are ever exposed to. Since I have to ride in the first car I thought everyone had a front car mentality. They don’t. Most people who ride the system, I’ll wager, never think of the operator. They must notice him as the train comes into the station but I bet they do not even notice then. People with disabilities tend to be come very much aware of the drivers—for they are the “gate keepers”, the operators are often your first contact with the Authority and your transit system. The driver smiles at you, when you board or growls at you or does not even acknowledge you. You, as a person can often sense the driver’s mood my the way he lets you on to the train. It really is a process a time consuming process. The first two seats of the first car are really jump seats which are folded up when a person using a wheelchair is on board making a nice little compartment for that person. Able bodied folks must relinquish these seats to folks with disabilities when the disabled folks enter.

Each operator, whether the operator drives a bus or a train wears a number and his name on his right shoulder. As a consumer entering the vehicle you should note the identification pieces. If the driver then does something offensive, dangerous questionable or something really, really, good you can let the folks at Management know, who will, hopefully take appropriate actions. Last Bo was the operator of my train. Now Bo is an OK guy—sort of—in a perfect world he would operate the train and I am sure he would operate the train well. If it’s just he and his train Bo does just fine, however add the human variable and Bo begins to disintegrate. Not that Bo’s evil, I think he has some evil characteristics. I can easily picture Bo, covered in sheets riding a horse caring a burning cross. Bo’s a balding, endomorphic, suspender wearing, 50 year old white man, with an unnaturally high pitched voice who wishes the world would leave him alone and let him drive his train. When I started regularly riding the he was my steady night operator. Bo is a “light talker” so soft is his voice that with the din of the world when entering the train you might not here him say anything. The operators ask you when you board what station you wish to be left off at. This really threatened me at first but the more I thought about it the more sense it made to let the driver know where you want to de-board. Nuff said, Bo and I have gone the rounds enough so I eventually took his number and reported him to management. He was pulled and retrained. I was not the only rider who had dealt with Bo. We tolerate each other now. I have not ad Bo for a driver for month now. I did not even know he was till driving—but there was Bo, climbing into the training and bring the drain up to the mini-high block where I was sitting. We kind a acknowledged each other. I volunteered by deboarding station and settled back into my place. Opsite me there was sitting women who looked very much like she did not wsh to be bothered. I could immediately sense the tension between Bo and the other folks in the car. I just wished Bo would lock himself back into his cab and drive. Every thing went well till be got to the Galvin Station—Bo opened the cab door with a flourish and ordered the women in the seat opposite me to remove her self from the seat indicating there were picking up a person with a disability.
Bo next, opened the door and walked out onto the platform and leaned over the rail as if to be waiting for someone
Cross woman:

He can’t make me do that. I know the rules and he can only make me leave if a disabled person is coming aboard. I don’t see one either. That’s a stupid law anyway.

I just focused on reading my book. The driver is standing on the mini looking like a U-boat captain, searching for prey. I mean Bo must have been standing there for three or four minutes which is eons in train time especially with another train up your butt in ten or fifteen minutes. The time was about 5:30 still with in the home “rush hour”…the trains will run ten minute headways. Bo finally turned and came back into the train and muttered I guess they are not coming and lowered the jump seat turned entered and locked himself back into the cab and started the train forward. This really started Cross Lady yammering after she in fact she yammered all the way to the next stop where Barbara a post polio friend of mine, and who uses a power wheelchair for mobility entered the train. This time with a glint in his eye Bo made Cross woman vacate the seat again, and he flipped the seat up and Barbara came aboard and sat close to me in the aisle, not using the prescribed seating—Cross Woman is now turning red muttering seeming ready to explode. I hold my breath focus on Barb and travel down the track. Barb is off in two stops and I and off at the next. I feel the stress leave me as I exit the train. I wished Bo a good night as I left the train but I could not tell if Bo said good bye

Monday, May 02, 2005


Buds



What a great surprise. I got an email from one of best friends from grade school! He wrote to say how much he enjoyed my blog and to keep writing. This, of course, appealed the my vain side. I am so human at times I amaze myself. I went to my hard drive and dredged up my third grade picture. There we were sitting in the front road. I am the one with the goofy expression and my buddy, John and just sitting there looking cool. We were pretty close through grade school but with the advent of Jr. high and high school we sort of went our ways. I knew where to find John at Christmas Eve and tried to call when I could. It was always good to hear from him. Then a couple of years ago John and his brother, Tom showed up at my Dad’s funeral, what a shock—a Walton’s moment. I really appreciated their attendance. I have moved from the city and the state I grew up. This makes the challenge or keeping in contact a most difficult and the best you can do is an occasional email or phone call and maybe that’s enough. Life goes on and so do we.