I think I had a minor Revelation today not really sure but I'm still thinking about it. I've had this experience a couple of times now that it's not the holiday but it's close to the holiday usually the day before and I get up and go to my local coffee shop which is luckily right across the street from where I live and I'm shocked when I see that they're closed. There's a sign scribbled in the window that they're taking off the the day and the holiday. This is always a shock to me or it was now I'm finally getting smarter. Today I actually called the shop around 6:30 a.m. right after I got up and sure enough they at least had a message on the machine indicating that they'd be closed today and tomorrow that would be open again on Monday following Easter. I was already awake it's already up so it's not like I can go back to sleep. I got up and got to my day.
The cold front finally moved it's cold ass out of here leaving much cleaner air and clear skies. The sun shined bright. However the remnants of the Canadian Air stuck around and even in the sunshine it was still relatively chilly another long sleeve shirt weekend. I thought this cooler weather was what was keeping me in the apartment and enjoying my Netflix and other internet platforms. But today was nice I could have gone out and done something but the revelation that I think I'm talking about that I've had is that I really won't do anything by myself. Oh I usually do something off and on but unless I'm committed to do something or even something like just showing up at the coffee shop next door and sitting by myself at the table watching everybody else visit I don't do anything. At least when I do the coffee shop thing I have something to talk about and I'm open to the possibility of something happening. It doesn't have to be something big and humongous like a function or something just anything that kind of commits me to doing something that gets me out and gets me going. But just to get up and do something as opposed to kicking back and watching an episode or a movie or something on one of the platforms I belong to I think I like to do that more than anything even if it's something I've already watched. I must say though I'm getting into the habit of making a better meal options sometimes. I hate exploding my kitchen and just me it would be better if somebody else was there I could cook for but that's not reality. So I'm going to to try to start cooking modular meals that I can have in the refrigerator pull them out and make it real two or three course meal for dinner or breakfast even this morning I had driven itself meals had cooked earlier this week for breakfast and it turned out pretty decent actually. A few spoonfuls of mashed potatoes, an egg that was cooked the other day with part of the ham that I cooked and I had it sliced a little bit. I even had a banana to go with it. It was a real meal. For dinner I had to last bit of Chinese food that I had with my friend Dwayne when he came over this week for lunch I still had all the fried rice left in a separate container that I mixed with their last of the broccoli beef. It made a great dinner probably more than I should have had but maybe if it's Chinese it doesn't matter. I haven't cooked anything for tomorrow which I probably won't now. It's late I'm getting tired but tomorrow will probably be just a meal of burritos, or a can of Stew maybe or some other fast food I might have in the freezer. I like to keep sending meals easy. It's just hard to ask for one person..
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