Mostly Monday

I have a whole host of self-defeating behaviors I don't try to make believe that I don't. However one of my most possibly disjointed behavior is on Monday Wednesdays and Fridays I have my toileting and bathroom days. I get done with this event probably around 9:30 or 9:45 a.m.. I don't start until a little after 8:00 a.m. usually that's when Melissa gets here then we start the process after she has some coffee that I've made for her. Anyway the point that I'm getting to is that after Melissa leaves I'm clean then I'm dressed and usually I've had something to eat by then and it's almost 10:00 in the morning. Invariably I go over the table and start one of my puzzles or continue working the puzzle that it may have been doing earlier before Melissa got there. And I might do this puzzle until 12:00 even I've been known to do that. My issue is do I should I be doing something else? I don't rush to do anything now outside just because it's so blame cold and it don't enjoy being out in the cold anymore than anybody else does I'm sure. I could be doing something productive but I choose not to in fact I kind of enjoy cranking the heat up a little bit and just feeling snowed in. So I choose this puzzle plane exercise as my are one of my self-defeating behaviors. I just don't do anything all I'm doing my puzzles.

Tomorrow I'm kind of excited because I don't have to shower so I can get up and straight away get dressed and figure out something to do. Usually I have the meeting in Salt Lake but I don't have one tomorrow so I've got my morning open. I could cook something here at the apartment whether it's the bacon or even mix up some cornbread and are oatmeal cookies. I don't know if I told you last night when I went to check the flower to make the cookies yesterday of cornbread yesterday it was filled with tiny creatures just trying to make a living in the baking flour, there and they may be have been dead for some time I didn't see any movement but I wasn't looking very hard. With the help of Melissa I was able to find the new flour I purchased a month or so ago. Now I just have to download it into the washed out bread container. I still might make either the cookies or the cornbread before the week is out. I wouldn't mind more chili made by Janet upstairs. It was quite good.

We are roughly now about a week and a half away from winter solstice. The only reason I bring this up is how quickly darkness comes in the afternoon now. Right around 4:00 that really starts beginning to feel the evening come on. Now by 5:00 the sun is about down and it does feel like evening big time. If I don't have my heater on by then I turn it on turn off mention the lights in the apartment and watch whatever available electronically whether it's the news a movie or a series that I'm currently involved in. I'm watching the Umbrella Academy again it's really a cute show I like it at least the first season or two again it wanders off as it continues to try to be relevant either way certainly makes for an evening…