Happy v-day

 I did not send nor did I receive any Valentines at least that I know of at this point in the night. Valentine's Day after a certain age just doesn't mean the same especially if you've gone through the whole marriage divorce and marriage of a divorce thing. Just another day on the calendar and another day for capitalism to try to sell something to a group of folks who probably don't want it. Hopefully that's not too negative. I'm trying to adjust to living long-term in this power chair since I don't think I'll be getting my regular chair back very soon. I may have written about this yesterday briefly but I was contacted by I see let me know that a bunch of work needs to be done on my chair- - which I sort of Doubt because they just did a bunch of work on it. I understood that they would probably sell me two Motors just because they don't sell them individually which I think is a hype myself part of their system to make money. But they've got some other ideas as well $3,000 worth which I totally be surprised if my insurance company will cover that at this late date but they also warned me if they did it could put off getting the new chair for more time. That's okay I've given up on that anyway. If I see another chair a new chair in this lifetime I'll be totally surprised. I'm a little concerned about the backup chair because it seems to be really putting some pressure on my butt I shouldn't want any breakdown or pressure sores. I'm trying to have Melissa look at it very closely sometimes I worry that she doesn't know what she's looking for that what I'm looking for but then she always surprises me. You really is good I don't know what I'm going to do when I lose her. Maybe I won't who knows?

Because this whole backup chair thing is so weird and I really do believe the batteries are really bad in this chair. I can barely go up to the market and back before it's on 50% battery and at that point I start seeing yellow lights and flashy warnings about the problems that I will be running out of power shortly. Then that Rings age old question of puttding new batteries into this chair for however long I may have it questionable. But it would be nice to have a chair that would go the distance that I need to go in today's time when I want to go somewhere in the day's time. Right now I'm okay with just trying to get by day today to my regular chair gets back.

I've noticed that my apartment once again his atrophy to the point where is it's near 0 point chaos at least that's what it seems like to me and it's my own fault. There's no reason why I can't be more focused on trying to keep this place clean. Things fall on the floor and they stay there it seems like more and more than it used to be. However the sinks are relatively clean I've got grease on the stove from the last time I cooked some bacon. Tonight I made tater tots. They're okay only problem is they are in the freezer way too long and has the flavor flavor taste of too long in the freezer. And I couldn't even find the ketchup to drowned out the flavor I ended up using salsa which worked pretty good. Tomorrow I have breakfast with the kids as always and I've got enough premade food that I won't have to really cook tomorrow.