It's you and me kid

 It was just Mark and I this morning for breakfast and that's okay. I love these one-on-ones that were able to have when Jasmine can't make breakfast for one reason or another. She's a busy young person has a lot going on in her life and I'm surprised that she makes the breakfast as many times as she has. Jasmine could certainly be using this time to sleep in on a Sunday morning is it supposed to having breakfast with her family. I surprisingly did well getting together my clothes are getting dressed still having a half an hour at least to kill before I had to go to the restaurant. I think this is really good especially as far as my self-esteem goes I'm still doing okay by myself. If I were Rich however I would not block at having somebody dress me everyday. I don't know if I could really tolerate that however because I really like the feelings of confidence I get when I do everything. I know it's not always going to be that way I'll have to guard myself when that happens because I mean I'll have to start looking at the next option which is a more confined environment and I don't know if I could or can really deal with that. One interesting that came up during breakfast is for a short period we talked about Mark's mother, my ex-wife. How when she died he his sister- Mark Anthony that is- had to go through her house completely dispose of everything. At the moment I thought it was a great time to say whoever has to clean out my house or apartment don't feel the need to keep anything just go through and trash everything and get out of there as quickly as you can. I wish there was something I could do that you would not have to do this but maybe it's the custom. It's probably true if Jasmine's around he'll probably be just Marc Anthony and Jasmine and that is enough. What kind of glad we had the conversation looking for moving on to the important things of the relationship and how this is all going to end sooner or later. I'm still mystified because I had this weird feeling that Marc Anthony and Michelle hung out quite a bit or communicated and I guess they don't really communicate very much. In fact if they are not coming to the Sunday morning breakfast he would probably never ever see each other except when we all got together for a holiday or a picnic or Christmas function of some sort. This is great cuz it made me feel I'm doing something somewhat important by having these breakfasts and forcing so much small Snippets of conversation for one week to the next.k

I turned Mark loose after about an hour and a half and return to my apartment. I really didn't want to go anywhere to speak of even though the temperature was going to be pretty warm today. I didn't necessarily want to have to wander through different stores and stuff. I don't really like buying stuff on Sunday. I decided it would be a good day too not watch the flat screen so much is get outside and do a little reading out on a patio which I did toward late afternoon. I came in around 4:30 cuz I didn't want to miss the news the course they didn't have the news, not really, college basketball is all over the networks right now so weird so none of the networks are running the national news not even later cuz they were in all the very long games which is a real pain in the butt I was able to get a weather forecast for this week from Channel 5 which is the NBC affiliate but it was just local but it was for the week looks like it's going to be a very interesting weather week with some possible rain storms that rot hot dry weather and no meetings that I have to attend