Stress less

 I'm trying not to stress out. Things have got to be doing and not really big deals but they seem to be a big deal to me. Of course this time of the month I'm doing the kid letters and I just want to be able to get them done, signed and then sent out. I thought I was moving along quite easily when I ran into a block this morning when I tried to print out my letters. I have to finished yesterday and ready to go and then this morning I thought I had printed them out when I looked however the paper had gone through the printer and the printer had not printed or whatever there is no writing on the pages at all. Which is kind of weird because when the printer runs out of ink or toner I get fading Sensations examples, or just half a line written. It makes me think that the little printers trying hard but just can't bring It Off. That's why I'm so spooked because there was no ink at all on the pages which is again weird because I was thinking how well it printed the last couple documents I did print. I thought it was luxurious black ink. So this also makes me think that I might have ink in the printer but somehow it's no longer hooked up and I don't know how that would be. I hate this doubt that the printer might be broken somehow. Oddly, I kind of figured something like this might be on the way so I actually ordered in a cassette of ink or whatever tub of ink is called. Even indicated that the ink would be in today- - which it was. I just brought it in off the floor of the front door. It's too late to try to put the ink cartridge in tonight and that just as soon not do it. Hopefully maybe I can get my caregiver, Melissa to change out the cartridges. I would like to have gotten the whole thing done today and in the mail but that didn't happen. And hopefully tomorrow but in any case I mean really it doesn't matter they'll get done when they get done. I just like to have the Letters Out it's close to the first as I can.

So on top of that I'm trying to figure out what I need to do as far as taxes go. Remember, I kind of freaked out last month when my brother asked if I was done with my taxes and I told him I didn't do them and he sort of like turned white I thought it was going to faint. If it meant that much to him it should be in that much to me and I should be paying them. I'll talk to a couple folks who feel that I don't need to pay taxes cuz I don't make enough money but I think you still have to do something even if you don't send any money in just to let the feds know that you've done the tax thing and taking it seriously. I really don't know the last time I filed taxes. I've been trying to Corner the Quasi social worker here at the complex but I can't seem to get her in the office. She could at least check to see if I have to file or not. But that would be too easy…