She really is a nice old lady and I know that she means well but still kind of drives me crazy takes up a lot of my time being a nice guy. Remember today's wash day? And as usual my caregiver put the wash in came back tended to me then as she was leaving grab some quarters and went down and put the wash from the washing machine into the dryer and left that's the usual method of operation for us. Then I go down a little later and pull out the clothes if they're wet or damp I'll run into another cycle if I have the time. If not they're usually pretty dry and they'll dry in time. Today I was having breakfast which today was toast in the yogurt. I hear a small scrabbling knock on the door. Of course I cry out come in but I no one enters and I hear some sort of muffled sound so I figured I'd better go check it out which I did. It was Ling our little Vietnamese neighbor at the senior complex where I live she had all my clothes in a basket of sorts and push them into my apartment. Is it she then tried to tell me that all the dryers were full and that I had to take the clothes she had to take the clothes out so other people could use the dryers and the clothes were a little damp. They weren't soaking wet but there is certainly more than damp! Didn't do any good to yell at her I don't think she would really understood was trying to say. At first I kind of believed her and filled a little embarrassed that she thought that I was hogging the the dryer. Once I got the in the apartment I sort of went down and checked and there was nobody in the washroom there's nothing in there. I think she actually stopped the dryer by opening the door to look inside and couldn't get it operational again and then thought that the clothes were dry. I don't know it's hard to say all I know is I've spent the day now trying to get these things dry I was hoping they would dry on their own but I check later on this evening or early evening and some pieces were pretty damp. So I went around trying to find any extra space in the apartment as possible to hang the clothes to get them dry. Many of them were drive by this evening but there's still some that are still pretty damp which I have elected to let them stay out all night hopefully it'll be dry in the morning if not tomorrow afternoon for sure I just take having clothes everywhere. I tried to have a clean apartment as much as I can hanging up clothes everywhere it's not help helpful.
It was the weirdest thing around 2:00 a.m. this morning had I been able to sit up I was would have bolted up. But my eyes opens and I sort of jerked myself awake. I don't know what it was but it was interesting it wasn't scary I just felt like all the sudden I new stuff and it felt like I knew I was going to die relatively soon not like right then and there. But it's no longer terrified me as it usually does I don't know if that's a changing of some sort but took me awhile to get back to sleep and I really never did except a little bits here and there snatches of sleep mixed in with grogginess. I'm kind of thinking about this all day and the further I get from that. To time the less it is worrying me…

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