Saturday surfing

 I didn't sleep well last night I woke up very early having to pee and I haven't had that sensation for the longest time. It's weird now that I think about it how I would often try to pee in the middle of the night either into a can or when I started using my catheter trying to cast myself at night which I could do but was still very irks something to have to wake up from a dead sleep to pee and then be very careful so you didn't spill or back gush water onto the mattress. I went through a lot of work this morning in order to try to relieve the pressure- which I did but by that point in time it was getting close to 5:30 and I try to be up by 6:00 a.m. and I struggled too much so I was totally awake at that Of time. I laid in bed until 6:00 a.m. then got myself up. Still a little bit worried about my butt and hopefully everything's okay I probably sat on it way too long today but what else could I do? I'm doing okay though it was raining when I got up dark clouds it's coming down pretty well actually I did get dressed took me a couple hours but I did it then cruise to cross the street and went to the coffee shop. I ran into Michelle there she wanted to talk this is the person that lives right now with her family and Utah County and is forced to go to church and everything it's pretty freaked out about that but she did try to live with her kids in Tennessee which didn't work out at all and then she came back this was her first time back to the coffee shop. We visited for a while then I took off back to the apartment and that was pretty much it for the day actually. I did work on kid letters and I tried to do some work in the kitchen tried to clean it up a little bit. I did cook or heat up or whatever you do with the noodles the package of Asian noodles that I got at the market just on them yesterday. There's not as many noodles as I would like but it did make a nice little meal I ate half and I saved the other half for tomorrow. I figure if I have half of the noodles tomorrow and then supplement the rest of the little fish that they're in with some of the rice I've cooked we'll make a nice little Asian meal for the evening or midday whichever ends up being. I'm not sure I can't remember what I paid for it but it was okay it was nice it was all made I didn't have to do a whole lot to bring it to meal status. The clouds moved on out by mid-afternoon patches of clouds remained here and there and there seems to be a possible bit of rain that may fall later on this evening I'll be surprised. The rain should be moving out though by tomorrow so I should be okay going over to the breakfast have spoken with Mark he will be there at breakfast I don't know if the other kids will be or not. Hopefully I'll get to bed soon and get better sleep tonight then yesterday…