Monday's indifference

 I just turned off the television, completely. I just didn't turn the sound down like I was going to return I turned the whole thing off. The TV's done for the night. I couldn't stand watching let alone listening to the next loss of the Utah Jazz. Tonight they're playing the LA Clippers and the Clippers is really handy the team their lunch. It would be so demeaning to have a team that loses as much as they do if any even if they want to call it or color it learning to play with new people. I don't buy it now I'd hate to say their bums because they work really hard at their sport it seems like to me they just can't pull it together enough to win. It had a few wins this season but very few in comparison with what they should what they should have.

 I have spent another day basically cooped up in my apartment. Even though I know I could stand the temperature or the chill in the air outside I've elected really not to go out in this weather right now. That's 9/10 cop out but I choose not to go out and be uncomfortable. Tomorrow however I will be going out and catching the bus to go downtown for my assist meeting. That will make me feel somewhat better about myself and the recluse I seem to be turning into. I'm just praying that I'll be more social come the spring and summer. I really do have to make everyday count y'all know why the end is near one way or the other I really should have gone out today started tomorrow the days should become more inclement with more rain and possible snow even down here that valley floor. I might even be aggressive enough to use the new service shopping service. I get a little sketchy I think they might just substitute whatever they want into my bag which almost makes me just want to wait till I get back from my meeting tomorrow and either stop at the market before I go home or come home catch my breath and go back out to the market then come into the seriously evening. It's late now and thankfully I'll be going to bed fairly shortly. Doing okay all things considered Tuesday should be nice little bit of traveling go to the meeting and Back Again that should be Tuesday