No heart Valentine's Day

I just got off our phone call with my ex-wife DD it's now living in Arizona. We keep in contact we're lucky that we're both really good friends still but I think we do miss each other a lot and the life that we had together but that's a whole other issue. The big issue now these days is what's going to happen to us as we get further and further into the current Administration. As this Administration completely dismantles the national support system that this country is enjoyed for so long precipitate participants like myself and Didi are getting more and more nervous. I just don't know what's going to happen the whole groups of people as supports begin to dry up and vanish. I've talked about this a lot not much not much in the group that reads this blog but there is a news report earlier this week where they interviewed a child well an adolescent with cancer and their parents about how the supports for the treatment he needs is no longer available because of the Trump cuts and bottom line this guy is dead he's a goner. And I believe this is going to be more and more the situation for folks as we get further into the scenario of the next 4 years. I think seniors are going to feel a large part of the Brunt of this significant cut. I don't know if we lose housing or we lose supports or food and such because all those programs that provided this support are being dismantled and the money being given to the rich folks it's totally strange. We have to be careful that we don't talk ourselves up into a lather when we visit but it seems like that's the most pertinent thing to visit about. And how we're going to survive if we survive. I of course have been wandering around and some level of denial fully believing that if the time comes and when it does come I'll be able to be okay I may not be the best living in existence but I'll be okay I always have been. This may be severe naivety on my part but it's where I'm at- I've always been able to make it one way or the other. And granted many times other people had to be very supportive for me to do this but hopefully that will continue to be the case. If I lose funding for a housing I may have to go live with my daughter who is graciously offered and maybe my son too if we had to go to Oregon I don't know how I would survive such a move. I mean really I survive everything or I have more or less up to this point but we're quickly getting to the point where real survival will have to be looked at there's so many things I can happen most likely right now is the bird flu thing if that really got out of hand it would throw a sit back into a tailspring much like the last epidemic. And it was systematically wipe out all the week of the population survival of the fittest wood take over and Only the Strong Will Survive. Everything would be forced at making a better and stronger gene pool and maybe that's what it's all about..