Monday's moans

  I'm getting better at turning the television off after the news or in this case after one episode of the current series that I'm watching. Typically I would kind of binge the episodes until it was time for bed but I need to get into a habit of being more creative on a more regular basis. This life I am living is just flashing by I know that is somewhat cliche but it's true. If I don't do something really creative and original soon my days will be gone on this planet Earth or whatever and I won't have much to show for it. I have two little as it is. I'm really trying to just figure out a way to pay for my funeral if and when that comes will not if when that comes. I don't know the best way would be to just leave what funds I have left over for Mark and shelter figure out what to do with all I have left. Without rehashing the whole thing of what they want done with me whether they want me in ashes or laying out prone and straight in a basket or a casket or whatever it is that's up to them really and how much they want to spend. It seems quite morbid to be spending so much quality time on such a morbid subject but it has to be done I guess we all have to be dealt with in the end one way or the other. Of course I want the cheapest way out and not that I'm not that I'm that big of a world guy it seems pretty ridiculous to use up so many resources on something that's so destructive as putting something dead in a perfectly good box and perfectly good soil that could be doing something else.

I did it again I use the internet to do shopping. I put another order in and was totally surprised when showed up on my door in less than 30 minutes after I finished the shopping. Unless there's something I haven't run into yet I'm finding the process way too easy. I can really see how some people can get into trouble shopping for groceries this way. I don't think I would really ever get comfortable shopping for meals as far as getting the meal from a local fast food joint. I can't really see myself doing that… yet but who knows? Tonight or this afternoon I was shocked when my order got here because they were some flaring major mistakes there were two cans of coffee, like whipped cream in a can the kind you spray on stuff, two kinds of pizzas I only ordered one, only ordered one can of coffee but there are a couple of redundancies and I'm glad I caught the guy before he just dumped the food off and left. He took the pieces back when will somehow negotiate with my contract or whatever it is to put the money back into the account dash dash I hope. She even put the Frozen stuff in the freezer the pizza and the ice cream! That's really great service and like I said that could get really reinforcing. But now I have the basics coffee to ice cream so hopefully I won't be purchasing anything more for a while. I didn't get any vegetables fresh vegetables or fruit I think I will continue to do that in person. So maybe I'll do just the big stuff and the stuff is heavy to carry through the program the rest I'll pick up on my own