We actually had real snow today. Of course none of it really laid down to any degree a little bit on the streets during drive time making things a little bit rough but not much on the ground it was nice to look at though wow the flakes tumbled down but I managed to stay inside for the day not going outside even once. I thought about putting together all the garbage bags to take out but I can do that tomorrow or even Saturday for that matter. I just enjoy staying inside staying warm. Coffee this morning was uneventful and then we had another Insurance Group post a lunch today Pizza or what's known as the pizza party which is really just a way to trap a number of people to listen to the salesman’s plea. But in his defense he did bring a number of pizzas from Costco as opposed to some of the other Pizza houses I don't really like and it was pepperoni pizza which is not my favorite pizza in the world but it's not the worst either it's nothing like a vegetarian pizza. The biggest challenge I had all day was trying to survive in one of those real stretchy clingy shirts that's just small enough that my bulbous Billy tends to sneak through making me look pathetic so I spend all day trying to pull the thing down so it's covering all my girth and Billy. If I had courage I would just throw this shirt away so I will not have to endure the shameful shirt again. I think one of the reasons I keep these kind of shirts around is that it makes me feel like I might really lose weight enough to wear the shirt without shame but deep down I know that's really never going to happen. I just need to get rid of those shirts I don't like and replace it with ones that at least I feel comfortable with even if they have to be super huge. I hate to think that I'm super huge but maybe that's where I'm at.
The biggest issue of my day is that I think I finally realized what might be the problem for my small bowel movements that I've been suffering with lately. Suffering is not the right word cuz I'm not in any pain and I don't feel constipated per se I just I'm not pleased with the amount of poop I'm passing out which also means that I still have poop inside that could pass out when it wants to come out not when I want it to come out. However, I seem not to have any problems these days but I'm wondering, and this sort of came to me last night, is that maybe I'm dehydrated maybe I'm not ingested enough liquids which really could be. I'm a little concerned about the amount of year and I'm producing. And once again I don't seem to be having any address feelings or problems or pains in the kidneys or anything when I do pee it seems to pee all right I'm just concerned about how concerned that I should be. So today I've tried to increase my fluids intake a little bit more than usual but it's still difficult as heck too pump liquid down my throat. Trying to keep one of my bottles of water in the bathroom and other places in the house or I can just ingest liquid anytime I want to but I'm still only peeing a couple times a day and not a whole lot. The urine does become a little bit clearer and a little bit lighter but not much. We'll see tomorrow it's Friday poop day
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