Iron Man

 I just lost 45 minutes going down a video rabbit hole. I started to write this posting around 8:30 p.m. and for one reason or another I checked my messages and in doing so happened to notice an interesting videos are reels offering, you know something that looks really interesting like red chili peppers and how they make the pepper kind of an interesting video but totally takes away from what I'm trying to do and that kind of hate myself when I'm finished watching it. Each one of those videos seems to lead to another. Sometimes I like to just start watching and then discontinue just to see how strong I am see if I have the ability to do such a thing. I know it's kind of silly but I just like to think I have control over the videos that are rampant out there on the internet. I just can't believe what people watch I noticed it first when all of a sudden I kept seeing these survival type videos of people setting up Emergency Shelters and like snow storms rainstorms or wind storms. Then all the sudden I started seeing these guys walking around with literally hands full of money giving this money away to people on the streets and more likely than not poor people. The most recent that I've noticed is the one where folks go around asking people if they can clean up their yard or dig out their driveways from all the weeds and overgrowth they've had from years and years. A lot of these folks are seniors who have given up on trying to maintain their yards and growth. They of course do it for free and it really is sort of a nice gesture. I just wonder how much of this stuff is really true and how much is that it's just Showmanship or actors going through the deception. I really wonder about this with a guys packing around hundreds of thousands of dollars in cash. But I am a weak vessel and easily sidetracked. However, now at 9:22 p.m. I'm back on track putting down a few thoughts for the blog- - and probably this blog is no better than the videos just slower to get through cuz you have to read and not just watch.

I watched a couple of series today when I finally finished, Wednesday, a bizarre little Netflix series that was questionable at best but I kind of enjoyed it. So when I finished I needed to do something else and I finished my last batch of gruel last night for dinner and felt a bit inspired to perhaps make some more but I would have to have celery at least which means that's a trip to the market. This is okay with me I see this as part of my daily socialization routine to where I'm forced to look halfway presentable travel across the street to the market make some decisions on what to purchase then interact with the checkers. Actually there was a reason I went specifically to the market and that was to purchase a bottle of iron pills. It seems like I'm low in iron the last couple times I've gone to the doctors visits and they've indicated I should be taking some. I tried to do that for a while and then lost interest after I tipped over the bottle and lost most of the pills. Well I'm going to try again to see if I can build my blood back up. It's all kind of freaks me out to say the least. I don't think I'll be getting there until Monday however and live it up until then …