Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Snow Fall


Snow had fallen during the night—quite a lot but not disabling—but made for a tough morning. I don’t know why yesterday’s snow was so challenging g but I felt the tugs and pushes on my chair as I headed out the door and up to the bus stop. I believe he streets had been plowed at some time during the morning  but there was enough snow left that my tread on my wheelchair wheels quickly became  clogged and became essentially worthless. I sensed I was taxing my power chair but became extra worried when all of the sudden my chair complete shut off  in the middle of the street. I had never had the chair completely shut off being for.  
The street was quiet and dark as I sat completely immobile, I noted for the first time that I did have my cell with me. I left the phone on the table as I hustled getting ready for work.  I would not be able to call DD or anyone else for that matter. I was in trouble. I the darkness of  the morning I heard someone up shoveling their walk and was about to call for assistance and I heard a faint “click” and I tried turning on my chair again sure enough I had power and forward motion.
I missed my bus for want of coffee, I was that late,  I was just getting my coffee when the bus pulled in. I just let the bus go, I caught the next which was OK, I knew it was going to be a long morning any way-don’t sweat the little thing. I was shocked when I did get to the train station at the condition of the platforms. The last night’s snow was still all over and being stomped down into slick annoying ice
There was a sense of trauma in the air as report came in about an accident at 21st station, someone had been run over and pinned under the train. All inbound trains were being down loaded at 21st and supposedly being bus bridged to Ball Park station. It was chaos at the 33rd station. I had noticed at my station that the snow was deep and slippery the platforms had not been maintainenced at all, from the bus to the  platform.  I could barely move between the snow and the people, a huge line snaked to two  buses supposedly fairing people but this was a joke. The snow made me immobile and I was relying on people, able bodied folk to push me of out snow and ice holes, in fact I was adopted by two guys from London who did a lot of pushing—I waited for the “bus bridge” for almost an hour. As I was nearing the bus suddenly we received word that what ever issue had messed   up the trains had been resolved and the trains were back on line. I jumped the red line which I think was a mistake—my train was packed like a kipper snack.
I had nearly drained my batteries and I was worried I was not going to be able to make it to my office. There was also the issue of snow piles everywhere and I was petrified I was going to get stuck, but I made it all the way in, I could not even do a slight cline without my whole system crashing down. But I made it just 90 minutes later then I usually came onto work. The phones were already on and calls were flooding in and I was late.

Monday, January 21, 2013

Changes




The days continued to be bone chilling cold, so-cold that I don't even go outside if I don't have to. I don't get dressed just a in the computer room dictate letters and blog entries with the heat turned up as high as I can justify. DD has been deathly sick so we haven't done much on this holiday weekend. That's okay I have sort of enjoyed just being inside and hanging out. The little reading on my Kindle and the little cooking mainly just enjoying the time off and what my retirement will bring. I have been keeping an eye on DD to see if she worsens to the point where we must seek medical intervention but for right now she seems kind of stable she's resting and hopefully that will turn the trick as we return to the real world tomorrow.

It's hard to believe that I am less than a month from my retirement date. Retirement is just now beginning to sink in. Retirement seems a little spooky as the event becomes more and more real. I'm glad I've elected to at least volunteer one day a week at United Way answering phones. I have informed 211 that I will volunteer Monday's. Monday's is the heaviest call traffic day and I think that would be the best help I can be for them. It will help me to in that going to work or volunteer to give me up, dressed and out the door and doing something productive. I fear if I don't I'll just hang around the house become lethargic and complacent. I'm hoping that Monday volunteer day will give me enough momentum to keep me charged an active the rest of the week. I realize I'm going to have to take some responsibility and just in some physical therapy of one form or another. Perhaps I will get involved in that University crip program can see what it does for me at least maintaining my weight is not losing some weight. I may even have to look at finding some sort of part-time job that would bring a few extra dollars in.I think there are things I could do which would not be all time-consuming and keep me focused on giving back to the disabled community. I think my talents and disabled counseling is one of my strong points. We'll have to see. Right now I seem to be in relative good health and I must maintain this at all costs. I can see how easy it is to go downhill and why some folks do this after retirement. I pray I will not be one of those who give up after their work life has finished. I really do admire those folks who seem to be able to enjoy their Second Life – – granted, these folks also did well, planned well so they would have ample healthcare and funding to enjoy their retirement, really enjoy as opposed to just surviving. I have good people in my life, I have a great wife, great kids home, neighbors and adequate access to private and public transportation. We do not live an exorbitant life style and I'm hoping we will be happy maintaining what we have and that we can maintain what we have. Change is the only constant in the sooner I embrace this concept the happier I think I shall be.

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Beware The Ice


So cold and old but I am getting round inspite of myself--got stuck twice last night going home and saved by good sams who pushed and pulled me from my icy lock--I really need to push the issue of people cleaning side walks so I have somewhere to roll... I don't have much time to write an compose I have a presentation today up at the conference at the University and should be a challeng--I should be more nervous but I am feeling OK, I just want it over and enjoy the rest of the day.

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Saturday Cold


The storm moved on during the nght leaving eight tim12 inches of snow cold, bone chilling cold. This week has been rough for me, I only showed up for work only two days. I could not believe I had only be into to the phones two days!I am becoming a little concerned that I'm beginning to enjoy the time away from work more than my time at work. I'm wondering if this has to do with the fact my separation time is coming up quicker and quicker. I'm almost exactly one month away from retirement that is weird. But I still like being there at 211, I like the people I work with I even like management all things being equal. But I feel myself being pulled away to retirement.I still intend to volunteer as I promised I just wonder how long I'll keep that up.

I really hope my bowels are beginning to settle down, I knocked back a couple shots of antidiarrheal the other night I think that's helping—now for just stay healthy till Tuesday when I have to present at the conference. I'm a little nervous about the presentation you should be okay best case scenario is Rich will never ask me to present again which I doubt will happen been free I can mess up pretty bad and Rich will want me to present.I just wish I knew what was going on inside my intestinal tract. This latest behavior makes me a bit nervous but it certainly makes sense with the timing of my retirement. Wouldn't surprise me at all three diagnosed as colon cancer week after I separate with the state and begin my retirement… What a joke.

It's been a good day, made breakfast the usual green peppers onions scramble eggs all mixed together not bad… And am now waiting anxiously for tamale pie, which Dianne and I threw together this afternoon. It was fun I like cooking and I've been craving a casserole for couple days now and nothing says casserole more than tamale pie. We jazzed it up a little but I'm anticipating a great tasting casserole. Maybe I'll drown it in the country sauce. I may even opens wine to go with dinner of that would be different. It's cold though the near zero whether outside my door intimidates the heat inside.will

Repair of my laptop is beginning to take on a life of its own. I was under the understanding the machine is finished and all I needed to do was pick up. But I have found that now they're replacing the keyboard which I didn't think there is a problem with of all. We had been a little concerned with Diane's new laptop that they had forgotten to move her information, documents, from the old system to the new system but we were fortunate in finding where the documents had ended up. Finding the documents was a challenge but between the both of us we figured out. Now it sounds like a couple more days before I get the laptop back. I'm excited about getting the laptop back—it'll just be nice. To write on the laptop anywhere I want, anywhere in the house.

Wednesday, January 09, 2013

Back to Work feeling the pain...

I'm working today but feel like crap--don't know if I have the flue or what but I am trying to  make it through the day and hope for better days to come. No fever to speak of, no cough and no big D but I am wearing down as the day wears on--DD just called with a problem with the van so I'm on my own going home--I should be OK--I think I am getting stronger though and that is all I can pray for.

Sunday, January 06, 2013

Freezer Time

I cannot believe I let my blog linger six days into the new year – – I don't have the excuse exit just plain laziness and possibly the weather. A major cold front has moved into the Salt Lake Valley and it's whipping my ass. The temperature is really no colder that has been in other years but for some reason, this year I'm having a more difficult time dealing with the severity of the cold. I'm doing all the usual things like wearing two shirts, wearing my great yellow coat and scarf and gloves. And I'm okay when I am out in the element but I can't be out very long.I'm sure thankful that I got vaccinated for the flu, I really think this is saved my bacon the last couple years.

The new year has been okay no trauma speak of, DD returned home from a mega-visit to Vancouver and we had visitors from Saudi – – Rebecca and John, two of our favorite people. We see them sporadically when they get leave from their Middle East duties and do a sweep of the US touching families and friends have left behind. A visit from Rebecca and John is always high priority but this visit we played it low key and had homemade meals and I think everybody was happy especially me. Red beans and rice and some kind of red snapper in a bag everyone was happy and everyone visited for the short time we had to be together.

My work has also transitioned into the new year, we're becoming deluged with calls from people needing to have their taxes done. This seems to be an annual event up there with sub for Santa and Thanksgiving turkeys. I'm going to have to to be specially trained to assist with this project but I'm sure it can be any more taxing than Angel tree. The funny thing is I well transitioned out of the workforce right in the middle of this project in mid February. It is getting weird now as I close in on the last month of my labors at 211. I have agreed to continue volunteering at least one day a week, Mondays, which is the 211 heavy day. I will also stay attached to 211 as a volunteer to assist with the disability training transition. This coming week on Tuesday I will be presenting to the Council about the transition. I am planning to have the Vista volunteer who has worked so hard on this transition to assist me explain some of the intricacies of the training module he has developed. I'm up for this sense having Clark there will take pressure off me.

It is the cold time of the year, slowly ever so slowly the hours of daylight grow but the temperature has plummeted and I roll around in the freezer.