I don't know what is wrong with me but I just cannot get motivated clean up my apartment. It's not that I can't do it, I'm sure that I can I just can't seem to stay on the job long enough to make a difference. One thing I do recognize however is that, for example the table. It is the collecting point for much of the chaos that is my apartment. The point is I can't reach a lot of the stuff on the table easily and I would have to use my sticks and hooks or whatever it is to get that material so I have to place it somewhere. And I guess I could do that if I stuck with that task long enough. The same with other little nooks and crannies around the apartment. For one reason or another stuff gets stuck in these areas and I just can't get to them to do any cleaning or organizing. Add to this the chaos that's on the floor the sticky stuff that's hardened on the surface that I would have to soak for days to get it malleable to the point where it could be taken off. So it's just everything. I guess if I really wanted to do this hard enough I would figure out a way to do it or if I was going to get adjudicated one way or the other and they would demand that I clean my living mess up. Alas I just clean up enough to get by, scratch out a place to eat or to do meal preparation one way or the other try to make something like coffee. I like to do this and clean out a complete sink. This makes you feel like I've done something that makes my kitchen a little more bearable, that is until you look at the floor or one of the walls by the garbage can. This confession is why I really need to have a cleaning person come in on a relatively regular basis to bring order to the mess. I don't know if it's cheapness on my part or trust issues of somebody coming into my apartment. Either way, the continued chaos kind of drives me crazy.
Rather than work on cleaning the apartment I escaped to the movies this morning following the coffee group. I have been meaning to go to this one movie for the past couple of weeks which looked just strange enough to enjoy. And it was. I think it was the only movie this month that I used my program where I pay 20 bucks for as many movies as I want to go to. I don't know, maybe tomorrow I will go to another one if I can find one I'd be interested in. I pretty much have the kid letters roughed out. Now I just have to do the envelopes, print the letters and mail them which I think I can do by the holiday. I still have, I think 3 days before the end of the month.
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