Tuesday's funk

I don't know what's wrong with me but I just can't get motivated really to do much of anything right now. I want to blame it on the cold weather but I don't think that's really it. When I go out like I did today when I emptied the garbage couple times it was cold but it wasn't deathly cold. If I wanted to do something I would have gone out and done it but I just don't feel like doing anything unless I have to like a meeting or something like that that would get me motivated to get me up and out. Today's Tuesday that please typically I would be going into the city to do my assist meeting. But would not meeting this week and we're not meeting next week so after getting dressed and doing the breakfast I just sort of hung around the apartment. Later in the morning I actually did the bike ride the arm bike for an hour. This is my new thing where I try to get my arm bike ride done early in the day and the week freeing me up to do more stuff of nothing. I watch the new news and that was pretty much it for the rest of the day. I watched parts of a series on the TV plus ended up watching a movie later on. The high point with dinner that I made with one of the pork chops I had from you yesterday left over and a baked potato cut in half. I can use the rest of the potato half that I didn't eat today maybe tomorrow if I scramble up some eggs and spam and then chop the potatoes up inside the the eggs. Sad as it is I'm sort of like living to eat the high point of my day which is not a good thing. I'm doing okay with the apartment still relatively clean but it's beginning to break down into chaos. Maybe I can get Melissa to do some sweep up tomorrow in the kitchen where I've been preparing food and dropping things on the floor here and there. I've turned it up one frying pan and luckily I've been using paper dishes and plastic utensils which have been heaving into the garbage soon as I'm finished. A few more things that have been residing on the table away but certainly gives the semblance of order / cleanliness but it's just an illusion. Tomorrow's Wednesday so I have to do my own bike at some point in time again in the morning which will free up my afternoon. Since it's Wednesday that means Melissa will be here for my shower and such so that would make me get off a little bit later in the morning but hopefully I'll have the washing into the dryers and done by 1:00 or so the question is do I want to fold the clothes right then or wait till the afternoon or evening. Tomorrow there is a jazz game that I could use to fold clothes with. I have one more pork chop that I made the other day. There were three chops in the package. And I can bake another potato with the chop that would be pretty good. I like this chaps and stuff because it's a break from you know the Hispanic food that I tend to dwell on the frozen burritos, tortillas, hot peppers, Etc. I do love those flavors. I think I just need to Pace myself and get through this cold weather funk and into spring..