Dreams

Blog 043018 – – Monday – – Reoccurring Dream

I don't know why but I've noticed recently I have had more and more reoccurring dreams. You know the dream which occurs over and over again or at least twice. I had such a dream this morning and the dream was a good dream as far as I can remember. I should've written it down but I did not  I thought I would surely remember the dreams content but as this day wears on my recollection of the dream becomes more and more distant. There are moments when I get a feeling of what the dream was about almost a fuzzy fuzzy image in my mind and the fuzz sharpens but when I focus on the dream the dream of course vanishes away in dream vapors. What the frustration. There is something about a detective , in the dream, and wheelchair detective and his partner but the more I think the dreams content more I'm realizing it is already been done.

On waking right after my dream I consider the dreams content has been already written about but with the dream still clear in my consciousness I can see there was a significant difference between  the dream and what i'm now thinking make this dream interesting. The dream seemed to fit itself into a script format but I was more interested in the general written form of making the dream real. However, as deeply as I try to delve into my consciousness I cannot bring this dream into focus. As always the vision keeps just beyond my reach. Maybe in the hard reality of consciousness, full consciousness the stuff of dreams is really telling and it is only within  the dreams  silly putty reality of unconsciousness/dream state do the dreams make any sense at all. As I said the dreams are reoccurring. The dream feels like an old friend when I find myself in the dream. Funny however I'm not flying or even walking. I do not see myself but I know I am still disabled but everything seems to make sense in the dream particularly if I were part of a crime-fighting team. Weird, as I write this I feel glimpses, almost there but for the other part of the dream was about and the stuff of that dream had to do specifically with my disability.

I have three or four reoccurring dreams that I recognize throughout the sleep cycles of one year. And as I said, they come to me as old friends. I'm an active participant in the dream as well as an audience viewer of the dream.  How I pull that off is anyone's guess but I do and it seems most logical and the time. Either way I'm excited to hit the sack each night to find out what will transpire in the next segment and hope beyond hope that my dream catcher does the job and keep the bad guys out. However there's one thing I'm going to do from now on. I am going keep next to my bed the tablet in the form of a cell phone – – actually I already do this – – but I'm going to force myself when I have such a dream to wake up enough to write down the basics of the dream perhaps a little bit of what intrigued me so much about the dream. Who knows what this will produce but surely, will cut down on the anxiety I have now and not being able to remember such exquisite art forms.