Failing Friday

 Kind of a crazy day I really didn't do much- - well that's not really true now that I think about it. I wrote the kids did my kid letters today. I started this morning early as I lay in bed pondering about getting up. I had a little time so I actually squeezed off a letter on my cell phone. That's kind of strange for me I never use that time for that kind of stuff but at least it got me off base and got me thinking about the letters and getting the others finished which I ended up doing which is pretty decent. Now I forgot to finish the task. I must print the Letters Out plus the envelopes and stamp them fold insert and seal then I'll be done with the July letters. I wonder sometimes should I increase or include other people in the writing. I think I could but I don't know how invested I am with the others as much as I am with my kids that sounds pretty bad I understand that. I don't know if I want to do that long distance thing with poor James all the way in Japan but that's kind of James's choice Charlie I don't know. I am close to Charles but I don't think he's close to me which is kind of sad if I had any kind of interest from his side I might include him in these writings but right now I'll just stick with the folks that I'm aware of. I do the same with Diane's kids if they were like visiting with us or inclusive anymore but they all pretty much written Diane off and me before that. Families are strange there's no question about it in my mind.

But as I was saying aside from writing the letters- switch to me is a big deal- - I really haven't done anything today except binge watch the alien show. It's just entertaining. The days gotten hot again and that's good for me but sort of keeping me in the apartment too at least what did today which I thought was kind of strange. I like to read out on the patio but I think I'm changing I think I'm going to start reading on my deck are my patio off off of my apartment it's good sheltered and it's got shade so maybe I'll be my reading spot for the time being. I have hardly worked on my my workout regimen that I'm supposed to be doing from my occupational therapist. I just find it hard to continue but I got to work on it because it's just good for me. I've got to find my directions. I've lost the printout. The other big thing I did today now that I ponder it was I actually finished the book I've been working on the last couple weeks reading that is. The goofy clit lit about a teacher in Manhattan New York and her dip into Ultra rich tutoring to rich kids and her own struggle to maintain their own standards of teaching as opposed to just getting rich. It was an entertaining summer read not too much substance what kind of interesting showing the rich Ultra rich people and how they hire tutors to basically do other kids academic work. I think more than anything else I just enjoyed the apartment and the good work that Gloria did cleaning it up. Sadly I've already begun the entropy the floors are a bit messy but overall the apartment still is possible which is kind of nice.