Monotone Monday

I really am appreciative of all the new supports that's going on in my life right now with the physical therapy and the occupational therapy and the nurse service just getting to be a little too much. They're all expecting to be here when they want to be here not necessarily what I want them to be here I don't know if that makes much sense. But it's true. I did have a bunch of people come over today or a couple people come over today and me really talked about the new wheelchair if we can get it the power chair. We did a lot of measurements and stuff like that like they are actually speaking out a new chair for me. They talked about how badly I looked at this chair and how this chair the longer gave me the support that I needed. I really doubt that whatever they come up with is going to be any different than this chair cuz I think the main problem that we're going through is my body and it's the way it's changing. We talked about this they basically agreed that the Aging spinal cord injured person is a puzzle to deal with. We essentially are looking at the same chair but with newer components and particularly with a cushion that will fit around me closer and maybe be more supportive. Again I don't know if it's possible but I'm certainly willing to give it a try as long as what they do does that irritator damage my body any further than it's already going through.

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I guess what kind of sort of got me irritated if anything did was that the wheelchair guys came over around 11:00 this morning which basically means I couldn't do really anything this morning after getting done with my program and such but my nurse was coming by this afternoon at some point. I was here all day I told her I would wait and I did but she came over and I wasn't here. The only time I was not in around my apartment today was when I went out to the back to sit in the sunshine for a little bit and she must have come in at that point in time she acted in the apartment and couldn't find me. She sounded a little bit irritated but screw that noise I waited around all day and I was going to go out and do stuff or something anyway and I think it's good to be like this off and on I don't know for how long these days but I know the other people are going to be in and out this next week plus I've got doctors appointments at some point in time this week as well I think I have to do some time in the dental chair as well got to find all that information out tomorrow with my dentist gets back into his shop. One last thing I was going to go over to the market that was the big thing I was going to do today and pick up some yogurt but on a wild hair this evening I actually did a phone order already computer order and ordered a bunch of stuff even a watermelon but I got like 10 yogurts and it's weird was that I did this so late that I didn't even think about the doors being locked out front. Sure enough about 20 minutes ago right around 10:00 the car pulls up and this lady gets out with her little kid with a bunch of bass with a bunch of sacks my groceries. It was sure nice to have this done I was able to open the door for him and have him come back put my groceries on the table just perfect. I just feel guilty every time I use that service sure worth it in a lot of ways.