The way things are

 I just wasted 25 minutes strolling through stupid little videos as I was getting ready to write this document tonight. I often get trapped into these ugly little Segways of lost time. I wish I was Stronger I should feel a little bit better knowing that at least I stopped cycling and canceled out all the way to the end. Had I not done this I would still be cycling through different videos not being happy with any of them and bending the need to artificial intelligence who was basically feeding them to me. I know it's AI I can just feel it. Control it's all control. Today is cold and does not bother me a great deal. No I mean not really cold cold- - that will probably be tomorrow Dash Dash but a lot of wind and blowing from the north. It was in the 70° area I'm sure warm enough for me to dash across the street and pick up a few items from the market that I felt that I needed, especially eggs. I was down to my last two. I was glad to get back to the apartment though and try to clean up a little bit. My granddaughter and her boyfriend is supposed to drop by tomorrow after breakfast and change my door. We're going to put the summer decorations out the door. I would like to have gotten them up before summer actually started but this will be fine it's been less than a week. I'm a little ashamed of my apartment right now it's gotten really out of control. At least swept a lot of the floor and put a few things that have been lingering on the table away. There's enough tablespace to make it look like I cared enough to clean the table a little bit where I imagine we will be putting together a cutting area or whatever to decorate the door. The summer Motif I'm thinking about is something to do with watermelon, sunshine and picnics. Headed to hot intricate that will be but I think Jasmine has it all under control. She's a great little planner. Hopefully they will not judge me too much. I even texted one of my favorite caregivers who was no longer a caregiver at least to me but it's also a great housekeeper. When she needs extra money she'll contact me to see if I need to have any cleaning done on the house apartment. She always comes over and hour or two really makes the place presentable. I don't know if she'll be able to do it now because the place is such a catastrophic mess. There's some space on the countertops and the sinks are fairly clean if not a little cluttered clutter is not bad. The basins are clean when Mason is very usable the other one has the plastic container that I used to wash dishes in.

I met up with upstairs Janet this morning, I was coming home from the coffee shop, she had had very much difficulty yesterday in the heat coming home from the market. We did not plan it but we ended up going and she was willing to cart home anything I had purchased from the market. She was getting pretty fatigued by the time she was finished and I was a little worried about her actually. I ended up having all of my items put into a small paper box that I used to bring my goodies home with. Anyway in our discussion it came out that she was trying to recover by doing what I usually do watch endless media on one of the major channels are a couple of the major channels Netflix and Prime video. I'm surprised how many people have the same behavior that I did or do. Pretty funny I do think however their apartments are much more ordered than mine it's just the way things are...