Working Wednesday

Wednesday's have become very busy days for me if nothing more than two events washing the clothes as well as working out on the arm bike for an hour. This is like 2 hours at least in the middle of the day add that to the one day of the week that's usually the food box day. It makes for a lot of waiting and just getting through the day. So that's what today was and I'm beginning to wonder how much I'm really needed for the food box function because I really don't do anything. I crabbed a lot about the fact that I would have a hard time doing the food box at 8:00 since I'm in the middle of my program at that point in time. But then somehow they moved the time and everybody who was supposed to do the food box that wasn't doing the food box when I volunteered to do it has started doing it again and I'm just sort of sitting out on my thumb looking kind of dumb but really that's okay because my whole goal was to make sure we didn't lose the food box at resource cuz I really think it's a great resource for not only folks here at the building but for me. I don't get a food box but I certainly take advantage of a lot of people who don't want a lot of the stuff in their food box. I hope that's not as confusing as I thought that I heard. I'm just always amazed at how weird Pride is as far as it really messing up a lot of programs as well as people. Like I said I don't care if I do the project or not I just don't want to lose the service of the food boxes. And I was just not have to do if I don't me too so I guess I would like to know if I really am needed for the project- which I don't think I am- - or do I need to still concern myself about showing up on the day that it is the food box day and hanging around helping anybody it might need some help I didn't know lifting boxes or being told when to do something it really is kind of strange. Even with everything I've said I still haven't finished my day yet and I doubt that I'm going to get anything more done on it except getting ready for bed. Usually I try to get the clothes as soon as they're done drying take him back to the apartment, fold   the shorts and hang the shirts that's when I figure I'm done with the wash and I haven't even started that part of it yet. I think I might just wait till tomorrow at this juncture. I have coffee early on and then I still have 20 minutes to do on my barn bike or maybe 30 minutes. Today is going to be kind of warm and I think if I do anything over the weekend it might be tomorrow which is only Thursday.