No pain - good sign

 I should be working on my kid letters for February but for some reason I just cannot get motivated at this point in time. It's not like I'm doing a whole lot of anything else. Pretty much I'm just hanging around my apartment watching way too much flat screen. I'm not feeling totally wonderful my butt hurts a little bit but basically I'm feeling it's just too cold to go out and do something if I don't have to and luckily right now I really don't have to leave my apartment for any reason except maybe to put some mileage on the chair and I don't really need to do that. My stomach feels a little gurgly I'm not sure what that's from but I don't want to mess around with an explosion on the outside either that would just be a drag but it's Saturday night and here I sit. I'm not even watching the Jazz game tonight I forgot that it was on and then when I checked on cell phone the team was so far behind I don't think they have a chance of catching their opponents so it's another one down for the Jazz. That was enough for me to just forget about watching the game and doing my blog and hitting the sack for tomorrow. I didn't note that I didn't even go to coffee this morning like I usually do on Saturdays. I just couldn't get motivated these could all be signs of depression Maybe but I don't think I'm depressed. Maybe I'm cautious I don't want to get sick. I had thought about trying to increase my liquid intake which I really need to do but because I'm on medication right now my urine is clear the episode or whatever it is killed everything inside which I think is a good idea and a good sign. I'm not guzzling liquids like I probably should be though.

My mouth continues to heal. I've been having the real problem trying to keep track of when and how many medications I need to take. I'm almost overwhelmed with the project so I'm taking the the ampicillin or whatever it is pretty much the way I'm supposed to and the other stuff I'm taking as well plus I have to gargle or swish this other stuff Qaround my trauma site where the extraction took place. It's all very confusing to me and I hope it's coming along. There's no pain but I do feel an errant string wobbling around back there which I think is a suture that was either not tied down or Has Come Undone I don't know what to think all I know is that it's feeling better, I'm feeling no pain and that's a good sign.