Monday's motivation

 I woke up this morning and there was light coming through my window! It wasn't Sunshine at least not yet but it was way past the that first part of coming light of the new day. It was very early daylight! I looked at the clock finally and it was 7:15 I never sleep that late. I'm fortunate if I can put off my first wake up to pass 5:00 a.m. but to see 7:00 p.m. I was just totally Blown Away so of course I had to get up as quickly as I could just because I wanted to make sure I had the coffee made by the time I caregiver got here. That's one of the best things I do for this caregiver is to have hot coffee and usually new coffee ready to go by the time she gets here in the morning. My Philosophy is a happy/cared for caregiver is a good caregiver and I've got over this another blogs about I like to have a few things done by the time the caregiver gets here one of them's coffee made in the other two is to be shaven. Whether my face is shaving or not at this point doesn't make a big difference I don't think the individual can actually tell perhaps if they stroke my face or something then feel the stubble but my beard is so light that I could get away without shaving before my caregiver got here. My caregiver  could actually care less whether I was shaving or not. To me  I  feels dirty if I don't shave first thing in the morning. By Dirty I mean not taking care of myself and looking run down more than I usually do. Coffee was made and I sit at my table doing my first puzzle of the day. It was barely 8:00 a.m. and my caregiver walks. Totally glad to see her, it had   been a long three days and I was ready for a good poop. I always get worried by the third morning of the third day. By this point in time any gas that I pass feels like I'm sitting on top of a giant rock or something. Luckily I had no explosive events and I made it to the toilet in time. I guess I'm pretty much set for another week. Tomorrow I have my regular assist meeting which I've already acknowledged that I'm planning to attend. I get a little nervous on Tuesday Mornings just because sometimes if there's any residual in the bowel this is as good a time as any for it to show up and that time is never the same and not dependable. But luckily not today.

EDC