Closing the gap

I'm really not trying to let this little event that I got myself roped into, tomorrow, stress me out but you know what? That's exactly what it's doing. You all know that I wear shorts all the time summer and winter have been doing so for a number of years now it's just part of me. I thought I'd giving up the whole concept of long pants for two main reasons washing the pants and having to come up with button extenders. Shorts just makes everything especially dressing much easier than long pants. So anyway tomorrow I'm really seriously thinking of wearing long pass to this event that I'm supposed to give a small presentation that! I am really silly now I think to do this but I'm probably going to do it. I don't have any pants that have a waste larger than 35 36 in I think. This means I'm going to have to have some sort of button extender if I'm going to wear these. Since tomorrow's Friday Melissa will be here she can certainly help me get into the pants and maybe even do them up. I will have to wear the pants all day however cuz that's me I only change my clothes once a day if I have to. Anyway, how's your Imaging through some clothes that are in the mending pile and came across the pair of old cut-offs that I had ripped the buttonhole off from pulling on it too long and too hard. So I almost do these away or almost had my CNA Melissa told them away but kept them around just in case squashed into the back of the small desk I use in my room. Like if I harvest the top of the shorts typically the belt section I could make a couple of button extenders out of that. Just so that you remember a button extender is what I used to do my pants up when I can't do them up otherwise because I'm too big for the pants. And I can hide the button extender with wrong shirts and such. So I cut off a section of fabric this morning now if I can get Melissa to help me finish this one button extender I can wear the long pants tomorrow with my regular shoes. And like I said I'm doing this because I feel it's rude to show up in my regular clothes to address these people that I don't even really care about but they sort of expect( my expectation no one else's). I must care because I know they really don't and that kind of freaks me out. I'm just glad this will be over with tomorrow afternoon I can get on with my weekend. Another major problem about this event tomorrow that I'm suffering through the fact that we are just a few days away from the winter solstice the shortest amount of daylight in the year which means that night comes quickly and that means Darkness and I'll have to spend some significant time as well as exposure public transportation after Dark. That doesn't really bother me too much but I have to admit it's beginning to bother me a little bit. I should be okay the best part is that it's not cold I may wear my red jacket just the same but the cold weather isn't on me this year like it usually is and for that I'm grateful