I feel like a character out of a dick in short story or novel except that I'm living in modern days. I'm hunched over a heater cranked up to high and trying to stay warm. It's not that I'm freezing it's just that I've been some kind of pain somewhere and it's causing my body to sweat and I the damn clothes and the cool temperature makes sitting here enjoying leaving not possible unless I'm huddled over the heater. I'm not doing anything this New Year's Eve that's not a surprise. I've always been one of those people who just can't wait it out and when I have it's not really been worth the effort of staying up see the new year and it's kind of a strange ordeal if you ask me. I'm going to make it for vendors I'm sure but for the regular person it's risky all the way around from legal status impunative results to life and death situations secondary to those legal issues ie drunk and driving. It is best just to stay in. Certainly makes me a bit of a stick in the mud though. I'm not married anymore so I guess it's not that big of an issue I do not have a significant other per se so another not critical issue of not going out. I did Wander over to the market earlier in the day and purchase something I thought that I needed which was a can of coffee. I can't believe that I went through that whole half pound last week. Then when I went over to the coffee shop this morning to get another half pound I saw that they were closed until after the New Year why am I not surprised. So anyway I got myself bundled up and ran over to the market picked up can 1295 or something like that there's a lot of pesos for coffee. It was important for me to have it for myself of course but I also like to have fresh coffee for my caregiver. She does like fresh coffee and she does such a good job with me I don't mind sacrificing to go out and get it so she'll have it come the day after New Year's. I doubt that I'm going to make any resolutions this year except for the ones that is easy to break and that's I'm going to try to lose weight, again see how far I can get. I really would like to move around with less weight I think it would be easier. I'm in contact with this quad in New Jersey who said that I should be careful if I lost weight because it would increase probability of skin ulcers or sores from weight. That didn't really make sense it seems the less that I weighed the less I would be susceptible to pressure sores. Either way though I will keep an eye on this situation. Aside from that however I don't foresee any other resolutions well except maybe to write more that would be fun I think people would enjoy that. It's supposed to rain tonight which kind of makes sense, the temperatures are going to raise again which is going to be appreciated by me anyway. The temps won't get anything like they have been in the past couple weeks it'll be in the 40s and that might make me an outside a bit more bearable. Friday, the 2nd, I've got to jump the bus and head down south to get my toes done. I really need to rethink this situation find someplace closer in.
All in all it's been a pretty good year. I don't think I've been too uncomfortable I've enjoyed my apartment immensely but haven't gotten any further into debt that I'm aware of and my bills are basically paid. I'm not in a relationship aside from the one with Diane that continues on. Just seems like so much work that I just don't want to have to deal with. I kind of like the long distance contacts I have through the internet on folks that I will probably never see. However once seems to be aggressively trying to make a relationship with me that I don't necessarily want but she's in very little control of her life so I don't think that's an issue not really. Anyway and I'm looking forward warmer days all the way around
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