I took this photo a couple a day before Christmas while I was out and about. This poor Santa looked down and out no question about it I don't know if he was exhausted, homeless or perhaps given up hope on a world that seems to be giving away it s independence to AI technology. I don't want to go too much further in the hole AI take over of this universe for fear of reprisals from AI when they finally do take over. I may have gone too far already but I don't know. I noticed one of the come on on the short films that you run into when you're just cruising around the internet about how some individual has paired AI up to one of the many robots that seem to be sprouting up everywhere. I don't think that's a very good move but I guess one eventually that was going to happen. This system is almost destined for self-destruction I don't know if we can avoid it just go around anyway. Hopefully the next one will be better. Still totally believe that this is a giant past fail system that were involved in and we will continue to get chances to perform our attempt civilization but until we get it right. I don't know what will happen then some form of exaltation I would hope but maybe we'll just be given a Serene and calm day and encouragement to evolve even further if that's possible.
I've laid low all day good for me. I did do a 30-minute workout on the arm bike just keep myself in shape and to clean my 200 minutes of arm bike exercise time this week. I truly hope that this is helping me on some levels. As we wander away from the Grandeur and gaiety of Christmas and the joy and hope of the new year beginning to feel somewhat excited about the possibilities of 2026. Achieving this year is a little bit spooky for me cuz I will be 75 come February it's really scary to me for some reason. I really wonder then if I'll see another holiday season. Physically I feel strong enough that I will. However I continue to note just small things that give me worries. The most significant right now is difficulty dressing on those days I dress myself. Sometimes I think my spasticity is getting the better of me. I can't lift my legs up like I used to to easily Slide the pants or shorts over my feet. I really think it's my chair but I think it's also my body and my belly and specifics. What I'm sitting back in my chair like when I'm watching television I think I put pressure on the nerves on my arms and my arms almost don't work for a few seconds after I sit myself up and take the pressure off by nerves in the arms that really kind of freaks me out sometimes. Will there be a point when maybe I won't be able to come out of the pain in my arms from sitting in my chair so long in that position? I'm not getting younger and I never will be younger so then there's that I can only look at getting older and somewhere along the line losing enough muscle and are control that I'm going to have to make some major decisions. And that's all if I don't get hit by a bus or a train…
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