Messy Monday

I pooped the bed again last night or early this morning I can't call the exact time, actually I sort of can but I won't it's not that big a deal. The big deal is that I soiled the bed again big time. Don't you just love words? Things don't seem to be so crude Raw or whatever when you use the right words that mean the same thing but just seems a bit more civilized poop versus soiled what a laugh. The point is that I sort of had an idea this was coming even before I went to bed last night. I remember texting my caregiver that I was feeling a little uneasy. This was about 11:30 at night I knew she was in bed and I sure didn't want to have to come over in the middle of the night. So before I went to bed I totally packed my butt and what I mean is that I put on extra bed savers you know disposable pads as well as towels as well as adult size diapers. I hated these at first but now I really like them because you can really put a lot of poop in one of those things and save a lot of Hassle and problems. I got the bed pretty late but I was actually able to sleep a little bit I woke up a lot then sometime around I don't know 6:00 7:00 in the morning it just pooped big time the whole mess came out. My caregiver didn't get here till like 8:15 8:20 and she's a trooper she just went to work on the whole thing. Even in my chair that I pooped into a little bit last night before I went to bed she got that stripped off washed up started drying it off so we can put it on the chair when I was done with my shower and stuff. I think we got everything out. I had a light poop on Friday I felt a little fragile and that hopefully that was going to make it through the weekend but that wasn't to be. I think from now on if I really want to make it through the weekend I'm going to have to have another day in between poops on the weekend cuz right now I have to go from Friday morning the Monday morning and I really need to do something on Saturday night or Sunday morning or something. It's just too long and that's not all the time either I mean I'll go two or three weeks okay then all the sudden I'll start packing and having a hard time and then it all comes out at once. And I don't know if I'm out of the woods yet I felt like I could go anytime this day. My caregiver says that can't be because with the amount of poop that I made during the night there's nothing inside of me but like I said I don't know if I believe that entirely. I'll just have to play each day by day and just feel blessed that I've got a caregiver who really doesn't mind cleaning up my messes…