I like to think I am really OK, that my spinal cord injury has run it's course like a 40 year bad cold. I like to think that I am some how....better. I just cannot walk or grasp but basically I am better I got off the toilet. And there was blood on the seat. I did not feel wound anywhere. I looked an still could not find any place bleeding. I sue it is something to do with my butt one of the worse things that can happen to a wheelchair person—since I have to sit all day as long. I hate to lay round so, if I have wounded my butt I am in big trouble.
What really freaks me out though is why did I not feel it happen. I am Mr Normal, why is this happening to me? It's because I am not Mr Normal, I am not better and I had better damn well be careful.
So it's back to pressure releases and being careful with my skin and being mnore of a crip then I would like to admit that I am.
I like to think I am really OK, that my spinal cord injury has run it's course like a 40 year bad cold. I like to think that I am some how....better. I just cannot walk or grasp but basically I am better I got off the toilet. And there was blood on the seat. I did not feel wound anywhere. I looked an still could not find any place bleeding. I sue it is something to do with my butt one of the worse things that can happen to a wheelchair person—since I have to sit all day as long. I hate to lay round so, if I have wounded my butt I am in big trouble.
What really freaks me out though is why did I not feel it happen. I am Mr Normal, why is this happening to me? It's because I am not Mr Normal, I am not better and I had better damn well be careful.
So it's back to pressure releases and being careful with my skin and being mnore of a crip then I would like to admit that I am.
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