A light rain is falling this morning
which is so weird because at 3:30 AM I was awake and there was
moonlight coming through the window. I figured it was just another
weather forecast gotten wrong by channel 13. I slept in this morning
till 7:45 AM this means I'm losing my edge which kind of freaks me
out.. I can look at the event as just enjoying Sunday morning by
myself doing what I wanted to when I want to do it.. I looked at the
event in that light I don't feel so bad.. I do not want to get
slothful I do not want to get overweight anymore than I already am,
I want to keep losing weight and making my life easier to handle
physically and emotionally.. I really do have a great deal to be
thankful for .
I really have never reached out to
friends when I am in a crisis mode not really. Last night however I
did. I was not really in crisis mode but it was Saturday night and I
want to hear a voice from someone I truly liked. I want to call Dave.
Dave was my supervisor from when I used to work at a place called
Dawn Enterprises, Inc. Or D E I, Dawn is a private nonprofit
workcenter – – used to be called sheltered workshop. Anyway Dave
was my manager and we became good friends .. We of we made contact
last couple months is even stopped by a couple times on his way to
Blackfoot to visit. I called Dave we talked. No last 15 months
much like me his life is been filled with medical trauma to heart
attacks which are documented plus a possible neurological event
which very well could lead to a full-blown stroke. Dave then told me
that out of the blue number months ago as he was driving he suddenly
develop double vision. It didn't take long , just a few
seconds/minutes to realize the closed one eye can drive just finAt
least good enough to get home. Of course, David Consulted A
neurologist who kind of confirmed the idea that he may have had a
minor minor stroke and the big one still might be coming. Dave is a
of walking funeral! But Dave is taking this in stride and sworn to
live every day as usual. I keep getting shown these examples of
people: Deb M., Larry or, Alan Kimball Who are living under
severe and challenging circumstances in most cases worse than mine. I
have so must be thankful for I need to stop worrying about life and
just live it. I have been given so man gifts.
Last night was supposed to The and “B
and B” night – – See yesterday's posting – – I just messed
around the house thinking of things to cook and having a late dinner
for forgot to be about 12 AM.I've not heard the status on Jean yet
and I'm hoping all is well. I sort of think however my brother has
his hands full and I'm going to have to figure another option for my
bowel program. WOW! Things just keep getting more and more
interesting…
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