Sometimes I get so
discouraged and I do not know If that is a big thing or a little
thing but it's a thing just the same. I noticed the last couple of
days That might but just got more and more tender. About this time
last week but I was so worried that I called Dave Riser see if I can
have him look might but see if I had skin breakdown but I had my own
health care person look at it she said look fine. And so I went all
week thinking it's been pretty good but last night I felt the ruff raised area and I'm thinking breakdown is either imminent or
has already occurred. And I forgot to ask Honey to check my butt for
breakdowns. So I don't know if the increased amount of traveling I am
doing is irritating my butt or is it just my cushion in general as
The cushion is exactly turned against me and is doing more harm than
good. I know I spend a good part of my day in the tilted back
position Taking as much weight off my right cheek or rear end as possible.
I really want to put the
burden of responsibility on this power chair I am sitting in. The chair now is so
warped out of Shape there's no way my body had a chance of not being
damaged. But maybe I have clouded my own vision by denial. Maybe my
body is so work out of line from 50 years stenotic stress pulling
my frame massively to the right that I cannot sit straight ahead of
what intervention technology throws at me. Wow. That would be hard to
grasp something to back my mind's whispering that this is the way it
is, it is true and now I am so scoliosis nothing can help me. Be that
as it may,, be that totally true I refuse to accept it to live my
life as well as I can.
I think I'll try one more
time to work with the physical therapist are an occupational
therapist or both outlining another chair or system that might help
me live independently as pain-free and body safe as possible.
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