Weather is finally turning
cold. I noticed with some despair this morning as I was cranking up
my various pieces of media that the temperature was hovering around
30° which means they'll be ice in places. Not that bothers me since
I don't really have anywhere to go today still though it testifies
that even colder weather is on its way for the next couple of months.
I have to admit I am
becoming a little concerned about how much of a homebody I am
becoming. I don't know if I need to be pressing myself to find things
to do outside of the apartment complex more than I already am are
except the somewhat reinforcing behavior of hanging around my
apartment in doing maintenance operations like my daily arm bike,
adding to my blog picking up around the apartment, washing the
clothes cooking and try not to eat what I cook. I still have a couple
of meetings a week out in the community but should I be doing more? I
don't have anywhere to go for safe to visit. I should but I'm just
not doing that. A little worried about my butt I don't want to put
any undue stress on it but I think I should be doing more. Having
said that it seems whenever I go out I just spend money and am
getting so I don't enjoy spending money for fear of becoming
impoverished I feel impoverished but I don't think that I am tomorrow
is the first and I will pay some bills and then see I have
significant amount to live on the rest of the month. Of course that
means December will be upon us in 30 days or so and then I had the
same stress during the Christmas gifting but little bit I do.
This morning when I
weighed I was at 104.4 kg this is actually down to kilograms I think.
If I lost anything but certainly not as much as I thought I would and
I can't tell if the apple cider vinegar diets have an impact I need
to be patient. This means I'll just have to be hypervigilant, eat
more salads and watch the amount of input I do caloric wise. I was
really hoping I would've lost more weight chair felt like I was
starving the last two days but maybe I lost some and it's just one
day the time that's what I'm doing on this Halloween day 2018. Hoping
to lose weight 1 cal of the time heading into the most caloric
written months of the year. Happy Halloween
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