First
off just to put everybody's mind ease as I know you're all perched on
the edge your chairs just waiting for the news but my rear end looked
significantly better this morning when my home health person looked
at it, per my request,The open portions of loan did not look nearly
as bad as it had yesterday we went ahead, regardless and applied the
“new skin” and I felt significantly better all day though I am
still maintain a fairly significant regimen of weight reduction
options primarily leaning the chair back reducing pressure on the
buttocks.I think I'll be okay for the trip out the library tomorrow,
Thursday for bookclub.
I
just don't know, I think I really am getting out of control with this
whole Amazon prime thing. My rationale is that I spent money on
Amazon prime why not take advantage of everything it has to offer?
So, today I was getting ready to work out on my arm bike and was
looking for some music to listen to while I pumped. I knew Amazon had
some sort of a music option I've used it often non-very minimally.
So, I dialed in Amazon prime music and got one song of the group I
wanted to listen to (The Sandpipers) Specifically, Come Saturday
Morning a song which a bit on
my mind all morning. I've been contemplating a memory of a Saturday
morning I spent with my good friend Henry at Boise State University.
We took Henry's golf cart off-campus drove up to me and fifth market
and got some cream cheese, hard crust French bread (which the market
was famous for) then drove off to enjoy the day. Of course the only
much play one song and then you have to enroll in their program which
is $7.95 a monthWhich at first almost intimidating to the point that
I closed The window but then I thought, hey, I can afford $7.95 a
month For unlimited use of their music. Why not? I'm worth it. I
spent the rest of the day off and on listening to the Sandpipers.
Again, the point here is not that I'm spending a major part of the
day listing to music from the old days was the fact that I engaged in
another service from Amazon, eight dollars a month for music! How
decadent is that? I'm sure I can afford this much for my
entertainment which kind makes me feel guilty but it's time.
I
literally have access to millions of songs if I knew what they were.
I can build play lists, is that the term? I did this little bit when
I said the other house and setting up what I was thinking would be
playlists for working out. Pretty interesting concept, very
self-absorbed but still I can do it in all manners of the phrase. So
I wonder how much longer I can go before I start getting into
trouble. I'm not looking for trouble really it's just that I kind of
feel in the back of the mind I'm pulling the stops out and begin to
go free reign on spending because I can. That's not adult is it? I
don't plan to be irresponsible, a way to frighten of life for that,
but I might just play “spend down”, trying to get ready for when
I have the big one and I have to go into long-term care if I'm lucky
enough to survive or unlucky to survive however one interprets
quality of life after a major cerebral incident or neurological
incident or whatever that will force me on the Medicaid, if Medicaid
still exists at that point, and I have to live on a significant or
insignificant amount of money per month since the state or whoever
takes all my money to pay for my living arrangements and health
supports but trading all my independence and freedom to living a
nursing home/long-term care environment.
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