Monday, March 30, 2020

Senior!? Who Me??



I have babbled before about being such a senior stereotype. I was thinking about this this morning even about how I visualize myself internally. I'm almost 70 years old I don't feel like I'm 70 years old and I like to think I don't look like I am either but that's debate I'm not willing to get into here or anywhere actually. I look at others, who are about my age, and say yes they are elderly therefore I am elderly. So, be that as it may I have to accept the definition and the stereotype.

Remember Saturday? I was waiting for my own health person who is coming around 2:30 PM and 2:30 PM came and went with no Annette. I was a little concerned just because Annette is so dependable but as I said I saved the $40 that was good enough for me. This morning she came and we chatted as I got ready for the program and finally got around to asking “so, what happened on Saturday”. She then went to tell me about having gotten stuck with a client that one of the other caregivers couldn't do because the caregiver's illness (not Covid 19). Then she said I messaged you. I did not see anything coming over my phone text lies and I told her and she said well I messaged you and I looked closer and found there was a Message folder or holder or something and sure enough there was a message about 1 o'clock on Saturday indicating that she would not be able to make her scheduled cleaning appointment. What could I do or say except when is there a separate folder for messages? In this folder there is also other messages from her including pictures of her chickens/chicks. I suppose everybody on earth knows about this messaging thing that is not texting. I guess they actually call a phone number and leave the information in this message file. Clearly, this reinforces my senior credentials. I like to think I know my cell phone and how to use it most effectively (deep down in my heart of hearts I know I use probably 1% of what the cell phone is capable of). I make calls, I do videos and imaging i.e. photographs and I send and receive these plus I use my phone as a writing device where I can do everything from writing letters to poems, short stories and even blogs. I can pay bills, which I do on a regular basis, and I love to use the video chat to have “face-to-face” encounters with good friends and family. I like to think I'm sophisticated but sadly I am always having to find someone to assist me with problems I'm having with some part of my techno-universe. I've learned to accept this station of life. That's okay. I find most young folk are more than willing to help me figure out an issue I'm having and I'm luckier than most to have a son who actually is employed as a tech specialist. I may have to wait sometimes significant amount of time they can usually stroll in fix my system with the click of his fingers and recently he has installed an apt which allows him to take over my computer from his station and work out the bugs without even being here. Of course that's risky just because that means he has access to all of my files in that can be spooky.

I reside in senior living apartment complex. I love the place locale, close to services and markets in my transportation. So perhaps the biggest identifier of my age is where I live and sometimes that's just the way it is…


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