I really hate being a poor
citizen but today's super Tuesday and I'm not voting that the
conscious not voting muscle much out of character or protest just
apathy or perhaps anger to some degree. Not even listed to NPR and I
dread listing to any local news broadcast, today, because it's all go
to be super Tuesday stuff and election stuff and stuff about
coronavirus. I think all of it all the reporting of these issues have
got my fatigue to the point of not caring. I firstly also thinkable
confused as far as registered to vote and mail and vote and all that
kind of stuff.
Perhaps my apathy for the
electoral process is coming for the aspect that I'm not impressed
with any of the possibilities course with the exception of Bernie but
even then I'm not all that hot for Bernie. I guess I don't believe in
any of them especially the slick Dick's. The major money guys. And
basically just talking about the Democrats that whole races because
such a joke and I would talk about the shit show the Republicans are
throwing. Sad as it is I don't think the Dems have a chance and I
think this jerk of a president is going to take the White House
again.
I guess I could default to
the whole Mormon, biblical prophesy of “in the last days the
governments will fail the Constitution will hang by a thread and GA's
will be asked to take over what's left of the American government and
restore the government and therefore the country. But so great to
have something to fall back on blame wise and really does reduce the
stress when you're able to convince your mind that it's “all in
God's hands” and it is just the way things are supposed to happen.
Still, somewhere in the back of my brain and not foggy cloudy area
where all can do is reach out with their hand and grabbed for the rod
to hold onto. I've got so many clouds and fog that I can't even find
the rod and loan reaching out to grab onto it.
I really have the
impression this is just a movie. That's how it feels like watching
this whole pandemic thing unwind. I really should not have done it
that yesterday I dug out my old copy of 12 monkeys (I think I wrote
about this either yesterday or day before so could've been day
before) and watched. And seriously the film is not about pandemic
except for it is about a giant pandemic that nearly wipes out the
earth but most of it is just about events that sort lead up to that
event that's just the very beginning of the pandemic it doesn't
really show how it unfolds. We're watching/I am watching/how this
whole thing is unfolding. It's textbook is exactly what you would
think would happen if they did a pandemic exercise. The only problem
is this seems to be real-life and hardball. Granted, everybody says
this virus is a lightweight version and even if it does go pandemic's
not going to have that big of an impact perhaps. And perhaps that's
great if you are young, physically strong and able to isolate
yourself to some degree. I am old with a major disability and living
with and in senior living apartments there are people all around me.
I try to isolate and stay apart but in the end you have to be out and
about sooner or later. And then I guess I slip into the pessimistic
if not realistic scenario of why fight is going to come live life to
the end as full as you can have faith what will be will be… Four MI
full of generalities and just a cliché or two…
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