Last night was a weird
night. It's almost as if all of my nights are now a little strange. I
kind of thrashed all around my bed the first part of the night. I
really thought I was going to sleep fairly well. This morning be in
Monday morning means I have to get up at six because the home health
person Dana comes about 7 AM sometimes if I'm lucky a little early
either way I like to be up and ready when she gets here. I had
everything ready for bed by the time I was ready to get into bed.
Once again, I'd watched too much television IE Netflix and it was
going to be 12 o'clock by the time I finally rolled into the little
bad and even later by the time I got finished is by mandatory 10
pages.
I checked to make sure I
had my cell phone (I had actually forgotten my cell the night before.
I was too tired Saturday night to get up and go find my cell phone. I
did have a tablet next to my bed and it was charged so in the event
that I did run into some kind of trouble I would be able to contact
somebody perhaps not as readily as with the cell phone but I felt
secure enough to make it through the night which I did. But I was
sure last night that I had it with me it was only when I rolled in
the bedand went to raise the had the bad that I realized that the
wheel on my chair was squarely on the wire or cord of my hand set
which operates the functions of my electric/power bed. I can get
enough slack to where I could actuate the bed up and down in such but
I just didn't have the degree of freedom that I generally enjoyed
having a very long line on my hand device. I guess I should've gotten
up into my chair and move the whole thing but I was going to try to
make it through. This of course puts a layer of stress on me that I
feel must affect my sleeping process.
It took longer than usual
for me to settle down after I finished reading. Had untangled my legs
and gotten them situated the way that I wanted. Try to get some
elevation on my head and make sure the covers had my upper body
covered so I wasn't too cold – – I turned the temperature down
way down for me so the apartment is cool in the morning when Dana
gets here. One time I left the heat it 78° in a totally freaked her
out almost causing her to get sick. – – When I finally got to
sleep I was awake at 2:30 AM the earliest I've been awake all week. I
had to pee and got that out of the way and spent the rest of the
night “time jumping”. Time jumping is going to sleep and waking
up anywhere from a few minutes, to an hour to a couple hours later.
Because it seems just a snap of time between one and the next it
feels like I'm always jumping forward 2:45 A.m., 3:05 AM, 3:42 AM,
until 6 AM. I felt like I could've slept longer probably a lot longer
but I needed to be up and have my basics done by the time did not
gets here. It's not really time travel the kind feels that way and I
like that. I was worried that I'd be to drug out the day to really do
anything but I consoled myself by thinking I could take a nap if I
needed to.
I'd make coffee, and I'd
shaved and is about ready to make my bed when something told me to
check my cell phone. And sure enough there was a message on
Messenger, Dana was sick. She wasn't sure if she would even make it
today but if she did it would be like 11 AM or later. I message her
back late that I messaged Dana back And told her that was okay that I
could probably even last until Tuesday morning. She said she probably
would be better than the later tonight when I checked my cell I saw
that she left another message that she'll be here tomorrow at 6:30
AM. Tuesdays are usually asleep in day for me but I have a strong
suspicion of robbery time traveling again tonight…
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