I'm
really begin to worry about my power chair. The power chair is
working all right as far as get me from point a to point B I have no
complaints that way. It seems to me the system is morphing but
probably more to the point I am the one who is morphing that's
beginning to scare the piss out of me. Anyway, I've got the foot box
on the power chair to read my spastic legs from spazzing off the
chair special on traveling. Full lately have noticed that my right
foot is beginning to curl or turn under. This is a very uncomfortable
feeling – –.not necessarily painful– – I find that if I take
one of the sticks and push my foot up and down my foot will stand or
sit correctly on the footplate in the foot box. I used to be able to
just lift up my leg and that gravity would straighten my foot out but
that doesn't seem to be working anymore. I'm wondering if my
specimens are getting worse.
I've
known for actually sense my trauma/disability that I have scoliosis
of never thought of it as a big deal. I sorry got the impression that
all folks is spinal cord injury and up getting scoliosis to some
degree sooner or later. I didn't think scoliosis would be significant
in my life but maybe I'm wrong. As I've aged I've noticed that my
body, most likely spine, seems to be twisting. The twist is somewhat
vertical which I never ever even thought about but does the spine
twists it throws the rest of my body out of kilter or so I think and
therefore I'm getting just some uncomfortable sensations and I notice
my right leg seem to be twisting and turning under. I noticed this
when I bridge with my chair tilted back that I cannot put weight on
my turned foot which makes taking my shorts off somewhat challenging
and to some degree putting them on. I think for a year to have been
somewhat in denial. It's like I've been through enough I shouldn't
have to go through anymore but in all reality this is probably the
next step. There's so many things that could negatively go and
basically wrong in my life at this point who really affect my
independence and a turned foot can certainly be the start. It just
seems like so many things are begin to pile up. Still I need to be
thankful for how independent I am thanks to my my fairly adequate
body. I've noted with a little horror past couple of days my neighbor
is a fairly in person this had a stroke and of course one side is
affected giving her that zombie lurch when she walks. I just shutter
to think what would happen should I even get a minor stroke. We're
talking hello long-term-care. No were doing my own shopping, riding
the bus and going to movies for this gimp. I just pray that does not
happen. I don't know if having a scoliosis as I do will lead to
significant pain. I hope not I've noticed that my whole body seems to
be twisting which is the next scene in the great play of my life…
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