Its
the Sabbath day I'm trying to keep it holy. I don't know why I even
worry about this anymore but I tend to maybe it's like people who
pray and to believe there is no God but praying makes them feel
better and act better. Some wondered if that's the same with me on
the whole Sabbath day thing. I always feel guilty to no one in
particular what I eat do the big Sabbath breaking thing of going to
the market. There really is no big deal about being proactive enough
to know that you may use this over the weekend or that over the
weekend when I say weekend I mean Sunday and just either don't use it
or wait and tell Monday and pick up the item than.
So
some of things I don't do on the Sabbath include my arm bike workout
or working out of any type. I certainly can not acknowledge that I'm
not working out to keep the Sabbath holy and verbally indicating that
I choose not to work out on Sunday because my body needs a break from
everyday working out every trainer will tell you that. I hide behind
this is sort just trying to keep the Sabbath day holy. A sort of use
the same ploy for working like cleaning the apartment, washing dishes
or the cooking (and I like to cook especially on Sunday).I haven't
been cooking a lot lately on Sundays just because I have no one to
cook for but that there was somebody here I'd pick my brains out on
Sunday. I like to make us do on Sunday, I like to bake roasts
especially beef roasts and make real meals on the Sabbath. I do not
think this is a big deal but truth be known I like having meals
prepared and ready to go either in a freezer are in the fridge. For
example yesterday at the food bank I got a little sandwich already
made, the kind of sandwich you would get at the deli counter. I
forgot that I had this and was about ready to launch into cooking a
chicken breast (S) and decided to eat the croissant sandwich instead.
The sandwich was fairly primitive but good enough to get me through I
Sunday dinner without having to do a whole lot of cooking. I still
plan to process a watermelon I got the other day but maybe that's not
really work I consider it play (but is that keeping the day holy?)
Now,
I don't want to get all Cotton Mather, our sky pilotee but I do feel
better in general I do these little things that might border on the
spiritual should that be in quotation marks ?I don't really know they
don't really care. I'm going to do what feels good to me. And if
that's getting all my stuff done before sunset on Saturday night till
sunrise on Monday morning then so be it. Without my superstitions I
can be as shaky as… A fiddler on the roof.
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